Wednesday, March 31, 2010

:)

me2: How do I queue a clip in server...everytime it says slot is available someone fills it in
MrParker: did you use "get" or "queue" ?
me2: queue, but others seem to beat me to the available slot
me2: but I want to fill the slot
me2: Ive been on top of the slot ready to fill it tho
me2: I want to put it in
me2: Well...once I get it in its staying there
MrParker: are we still talking about files ??

bash.org

29th

Happy birthday, darling. :)

gift ;)

Wow

Feel so true..

"The moment you believe someone owes you something you are bound to them through an energetic cord through which you open the potential to suffer. To believe that someone owes you something that must be repaid in order for there to be balance is to give away your power of being balanced and unless that person agrees with and honors that debt you will suffer. We have come to enslave ourselves and each other through the concept of debt.

Letting go of believing that you owe anyone anything is to enter the true realization of the freedom of choice of this reality. The belief that you owe others something can strongly sculpt your choice making process in a way that can be severely limiting. Many people live in the self-created prison of feeling indebted to others or seeking to be repaid for what it is felt is owed. Through this belief a person comes to cease to act from the joy of their heart and instead are slaves to the burden of the debt they have given this power to. This is a form of being in sacrifice that leads to self-compromising choices being made."


Story Waters

Monday, March 29, 2010

The concert was fabulous

All the recordings don't even come close.. You know, like when I was at the concert of Mati Caspi, and at one of the songs felt, that "if such songs exist, life is after all not that bad as I thought". Same here, with the first song I felt, that with such songs, ..there are some good things that still can be in life.. me, being an optimist..... how, where does it sit within me? As if I lead several lives simultaneously. As if I go and feel and see good things, and suddenly something like this happens, and I see I actually was in the dark...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Darling...

I just was at hair stylist's. He said, "those who know you, know that
you're beautiful inside and outside."

You can imagine my feelings..

Feel it for me :)

I got my first vaginal orgasm. By the book, yes. :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

Wonderful!!!

Audio: I can't stand my best friend

Lovely.

I want you!

I want you. Want you, want you, want you, I WANT YOU!!!!!!!!!

Now, right now.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Homey :)

http://squinkyelo.livejournal.com/51457.html

something so calm in them.. homey.. cozy.. :)

:)

Yo-ho-ho and the bottle of Rum

(just skip the talk)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Ah..

don't know what, but there is something in it.. :)

Nice!

בובה :)



such tasty breasts :)

here, too

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"The realization of the law of attraction is to awaken to the energetic perception of yourself and your reality. It is to at some level sense the nature of the illusion. It is to know yourself as energy that is projecting itself into matter. The law of attraction is not a set of rules, it is to realize how the fabric of reality forms itself."

-- Story Waters

Ingeniously said!!!

Nice tender music

http://www.jamendo.com/en/album/55571

Friday, March 19, 2010

Oo, my beloved quote from Abraham!

it's in their today's quote:

There is nothing for you to go back and live over, or fix, or feel regret about now. Every part of your life has unfolded just right. And so --now -- knowing all that you know from where you now stand, now what do you want? The answers are now coming forth to you. Go forth in joy, and get on with it.

--- Abraham

Good song :)



I liked the video, combined with the song. Such good emotions...

Monday, March 15, 2010

:)

"למה מרוקאי לוקח את אישתו לכותל לפני שהוא מתחתן איתה? כדי שתתרגל לדבר לקיר"

Reminded me of yours "talk to the hand.." :)

How beautiful!!!!!

"I never had what is called "maternal feelings". Little children always seemed to me as small human beings. Not "cute", or "lovely" or "charming" as so many time people, especially women, call them.

Avigail ,barely standing on her little feet ,looked at me shyly and ran away. A moment afterwords, her curiosity over flowed her and she turned again towards me, while i was looking at her warmly, having no intention to scare her.

She took a couple of brave steps, clung to her fathers feet and then faced me again.This time, she stared deeply into my eyes as if she felt a need to know me by a single stare..
Then she took my open plams in hers,keeping the balance of her tiny feet and leaned forward, touching my forehead with hers. Her stare was steady yet playful and whole.

The complete trust she gave me, a stranger, touched my heart. It seemed this trust was absolute..a risk she took so bravely. She had no doubt, she decided and just let go..and that was that...she needed no one to tell her about me,she need not hear me talk about me.. at that moment,it was that happiness of something so innocent and brave."

http://onevibe.livejournal.com/10261.html

Friday, March 12, 2010

:)


Such good words!!



I met my old lover
On the street last night
She seemed so glad to see me
I just smiled
And we talked about some old times
And we drank ourselves some beers
Still crazy afler all these years
Still crazy after all these years

I'm not the kind of man
Who tends to socialize
I seem to lean on
Old familiar ways
And I aint no fool for love songs
That whisper in my ears
Still crazy after all these years
Still crazy after all these years

Four in the morning
Crapped out
Yawning
Longing my life away
I'll never worry
Why should l?
Its all gonna fade

Now I sit by my window
And I watch the cars
I fear I'll do some damage
One fine day
But I would not be convicted
By a jury of my peers
Still crazy
Still crazy
Still crazy after all these years

New heights in my body science

Continuing to read and practice the book Sexual Ecstasy: The Art of Orgasm,

tried today - to take the energy from my cleo (like this word, it's from the book :), and to spread it to all the body. Eventually, there is such a sensation... as if all the body becomes alive! Such nice pulsation in all parts of the body, and in the end - the feeling, as if I finished with my whole body. As if I'm satisfied with all my body.

try this: when aroused, anywhere you are :), just continiously take the energy from your gorgeous maleness and spread it to all the corners, all the cells of your entire body! you'll see it, feel it - as if your maleness focus is a little huge energy generator. It's so amazing!

you know, she recommends it for example when in the physical circumstances you just cannot get the physical release, and I tried it this way, too - such a fine, tender, energizing, subtle sensation in all the body, - but also during the act, it works, too, and as if it involves in the act you whole, every little part of the body, .. amazing!



..I love you, my darling! I love you so so so much! And I'm so happy! Good to live this way! :)

Ahh..a moment

I just realized! that in order to get in life all I want,
I should DO in my life all that I want to do!

(not like, "I want to do it, but what if someone will look at it wrong! So in order to get all I truly want in life, I will hold it." No!)

So simple.
So complicated.

I like it! :)

OMG

is that really me?

Just got it from my photograph, I didn't see it then...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Ahh...

such nice legs...

:)

http://bash.org

Wardave: My girlfriend tells me I'm lazy and have no ambition.
CancersDan: Dump her ass
Wardave: I should but that's just way too much work


<Dragon> argh, is there anything in life but school? Oh sure! There's the complaning about school, the brief periods of unconciousness at night, and sweet sweet death..


<Loco-san> I'm gonna make a game called With Myself, so kids will say "I'm gonna go play With Myself" and freak their parents/friends out


<WitChie> gary i forgot to ask you how was amsterdam?
<daimonic> Ah twas brilliant :)
<daimonic> Well we were wasted for a lot of the time ;)
<daimonic> I nearly got run over by a tram a couple times
<daimonic> They just come flying out of nowhere!
<daimonic> Then it dawned on us after walking about 10 miles on friday ... why dont we USE the trams??


<user> when I can figure out how to compile sex, we're going to be rich
<someone> so true
<someone> geeks everywhere will be so happy
<user> "download the latest binary of sex for Linux, or build it from source"
<someone> ummm
<someone> build from source with my options
<user> I'd have the longest configure line you've ever seen
<someone> --swallow=yes
<user> ./configure --with-toys --
<user> damnit..I wasn't done
<user> --enable-plugins
<someone> oh yah
<someone> --outside=yes
<user> --set-max-users=10
<someone> --set-max-female-users=10


<TotAffen> On a scale from 1 to 10, I'm so drunk.

Joyfully satisfied

That's what I am. That's what I want to be - in my life, in my relationships, in my being. Joyfully satisfied. :)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Susan Boyle of Ukraine :)

Song-to-go :)

To die and raise to life again,

in one phone conversation. :)

I just got a call from my boss in my official employer company. She said, "we should schedule a meeting with you, because C. wants to end your services there."

I said: "What???!!!" and thought, "but my new boss teaches me new things here.. maybe he knows something? how did they decide it?.." etc.

I came to my new boss and asked him, what's going on, he said, he doesn't know anything, "let's go to the big bosses."

And on our way there she (the initial messenger) says: "Oj, sorry, sorry, sorry!!! They just say they want to accept you into their company, straightly!! I'm sorry!!"

Really, to raise to life again :)

Good idea :)

http://www.stealmyideasplease.com/

Monday, March 8, 2010

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I love you.

Thought

I'm a different woman now, and
yet, the same little girl that was
there with you.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Wednesday, March 3, 2010