Wednesday, December 30, 2009
How interesting
"Fear is beauteous. It is a strength of feeling experienced in a moment of potential to open. It is the light of change – the ending of a cycle." -- Story Waters
Liked it
Oi Va Voi - Ladino Song
sounds like my mood now.. and very good for some belly dancing...
I like to dance to this, too:
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
sounds like my mood now.. and very good for some belly dancing...
I like to dance to this, too:
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
Monday, December 28, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Beautiful
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, Sweet little baby, rock-a-bye;
Drifting off to dreamland, chasing the stars, Riding on a horse galloping afar,
Playing guitar and singin' a song, Mama & Daddy won't you come along, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Twenty years later he was drivin' a truck, Heavy on the medal & pressing his luck,
The girl of his dreams came driftin' along, Leaving Mama & Daddy lost in his song,
A beautiful wedding & a flower girl, Then off with his love on a fairytale, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Some say Time is a healer & dealer of age, Turning through life page by page;
Filled with memories,a precious goldmine, A few regrets as well as good times;
A hard day's work & calloused hands, Ends with a visit from the Sandman, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Mama & Daddy been gone a long time, he sure hopes that they're doing fine;
He's encroached with visions of a better place, A big step up from this old rat race;
But until that time he'll sit right here, His woman in his arms - please hold me dear, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
One last storm by Life's old gristmill, As he slowly conquers that final hill;
As he lays there drawing in his last breath, His love beside him - love stood the test;
A smile on his lips as he closes his eyes, His sweet love asking why oh why, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Poem by Sky Taylor in memory of my sweet father, Carroll Taylor
source
Drifting off to dreamland, chasing the stars, Riding on a horse galloping afar,
Playing guitar and singin' a song, Mama & Daddy won't you come along, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Twenty years later he was drivin' a truck, Heavy on the medal & pressing his luck,
The girl of his dreams came driftin' along, Leaving Mama & Daddy lost in his song,
A beautiful wedding & a flower girl, Then off with his love on a fairytale, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Some say Time is a healer & dealer of age, Turning through life page by page;
Filled with memories,a precious goldmine, A few regrets as well as good times;
A hard day's work & calloused hands, Ends with a visit from the Sandman, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Mama & Daddy been gone a long time, he sure hopes that they're doing fine;
He's encroached with visions of a better place, A big step up from this old rat race;
But until that time he'll sit right here, His woman in his arms - please hold me dear, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
One last storm by Life's old gristmill, As he slowly conquers that final hill;
As he lays there drawing in his last breath, His love beside him - love stood the test;
A smile on his lips as he closes his eyes, His sweet love asking why oh why, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Poem by Sky Taylor in memory of my sweet father, Carroll Taylor
source
"It Tasted Great, If You Closed Your Eyes. "
Just saw this phrase.. and thought, I do close my eyes in the sex with you.. :)
Little joys of each day
Yesterday, I finished some tedious work, global effort estimation, on a very very interesting project of mine. And wanted לפנק את עצמי, so I took myself to my favorite little Italian restaurant there close..
What an amazing experience it was! I took linguine ai frutti di mare, in the sauce of white wine, tomato, parsley and garlic, and since they use, as they explained, the freshest frutti di mare straightly from the sea, not frozen, it was so delicate and juicy and... it was like sensual orgasm for every little portion.
Ah, those little joys of our life.. :)
What an amazing experience it was! I took linguine ai frutti di mare, in the sauce of white wine, tomato, parsley and garlic, and since they use, as they explained, the freshest frutti di mare straightly from the sea, not frozen, it was so delicate and juicy and... it was like sensual orgasm for every little portion.
Ah, those little joys of our life.. :)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
At last
What a wonderful feeling.. :)
At last, my love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Oh, yeah, at last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers
The night I looked at you
I found a dream that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to rest my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile
Oh, and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For you are mine
At last
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Oh, yeah, at last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers
The night I looked at you
I found a dream that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to rest my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile
Oh, and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For you are mine
At last
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Coincidents :)
Just came into an elevator, listening on my player to
"..And someone, some time, to someone will say: "Hi,
I've been looking for the way to your home for so long..""
at this moment the elevator says: "Sorry to keep you waiting."
Nice sync. :)
"..And someone, some time, to someone will say: "Hi,
I've been looking for the way to your home for so long..""
at this moment the elevator says: "Sorry to keep you waiting."
Nice sync. :)
Well, what'd you know..
Yesterday spoke with an astro-psychologist, that I'll see on January 3rd (not for astrology, she offers a very interesting coaching I want to try).
She said, no one now uses ephemeris any more. For everything there're programs. How could I not think about it, me a programmer :)
She briefly looked at my map, said it's interesting and asked, if I knew that I can influence people with words. I said, yes, I'm doing it. :)
She said, no one now uses ephemeris any more. For everything there're programs. How could I not think about it, me a programmer :)
She briefly looked at my map, said it's interesting and asked, if I knew that I can influence people with words. I said, yes, I'm doing it. :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Amazement
A., my sweet baby, yesterday brought from her painting class a stunning painting of a sunset. Amazing, just amazing, I could never do it no matter how I would be helped. :)
How, how people can see these things? I mean, for her to paint it like this she should really see all these details, how colors change, diffuse, enter each other..
And then again - did I give birth to this girl? She can do what I can't.. :)
How, how people can see these things? I mean, for her to paint it like this she should really see all these details, how colors change, diffuse, enter each other..
And then again - did I give birth to this girl? She can do what I can't.. :)
Monday, December 21, 2009
Just before the bath..
Just came from the badminton. Was fun :)
Like in the previous time, the muscles that will hurt the most, I guess, will be the smiling muscles on my cheeks. :) Because the legs and the shoulders I'll soak now in the hot bath, and the cheeks I can't put to the bath. :)
Good night darling.. my sexy darling. Very-very sexy.
Like in the previous time, the muscles that will hurt the most, I guess, will be the smiling muscles on my cheeks. :) Because the legs and the shoulders I'll soak now in the hot bath, and the cheeks I can't put to the bath. :)
Good night darling.. my sexy darling. Very-very sexy.
Nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A-la-la-la life is wonderful... :))
Such wise words, really :)
"It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love"
Some news
I became a dark brunette.. very nice, all send compliments :)
and today I go to a second lesson of badminton! Liked it.
The best part of the day, as I feel it, is - when I come home from badminton, I'll make a bath, with salts and aromatic oils, light the candles, and sit there and relax...
Good morning darling :)
and today I go to a second lesson of badminton! Liked it.
The best part of the day, as I feel it, is - when I come home from badminton, I'll make a bath, with salts and aromatic oils, light the candles, and sit there and relax...
Good morning darling :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Loved it
"..smart girl."
"Well, of course, you wouldn't marry someone who would be stupid.."
"I would marry you no matter what you would be, because you're mine."
"Well, of course, you wouldn't marry someone who would be stupid.."
"I would marry you no matter what you would be, because you're mine."
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Peace
Just came from another seminar, on NLP, in Haifa. It was with the same trainer, and I again was at her home, with that my favorite astrology book.
So I was just sitting there maybe for an hour, reading about myself.. Understood so much in me. Unbelievable, how I didn't see it before, or maybe I saw it and didn't pay attention - but now when I'm reading it, it explains so many things that happen in my life.
You know, those that I always thought, "nu, why they are there". And now they quiet into some very logical picture, and I can just work with them. Maybe when something is logically explained, it stops being annoying :)
And at the seminar it was good, also, lots of information. I like this trainer's vision of NLP: mostly for self-development, not for manipulating others. Even though, I saw that some things are easier, when they're set up by another (to me, rather than when I'm trying to do it all by myself). Nice.
Good day to you, darling. :)
So I was just sitting there maybe for an hour, reading about myself.. Understood so much in me. Unbelievable, how I didn't see it before, or maybe I saw it and didn't pay attention - but now when I'm reading it, it explains so many things that happen in my life.
You know, those that I always thought, "nu, why they are there". And now they quiet into some very logical picture, and I can just work with them. Maybe when something is logically explained, it stops being annoying :)
And at the seminar it was good, also, lots of information. I like this trainer's vision of NLP: mostly for self-development, not for manipulating others. Even though, I saw that some things are easier, when they're set up by another (to me, rather than when I'm trying to do it all by myself). Nice.
Good day to you, darling. :)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
What a great version
Simon & Garfunkel - The sound of silence
How delicate. :)
Watch their faces.. How young, naive, enthusiastic..
How delicate. :)
Watch their faces.. How young, naive, enthusiastic..
Beautiful
"Once in the street,
A known wind
Brought me the smell of hair.
The smell of your hair, that was so familiar to me...
Maybe your blue eyes are somewhere here.
I would give everything if i could touch them once, if I could touch them once."
Even though, I can only listen to it for maybe half a minute.. when it's more, it's too depressing.. :) I love this more:
Etta James, I just wanna make love to you
much more vitality, and this:
Shania Twain, When you kiss me
much more life satisfaction :)
What a wonderful world
Dear honey :)
What a miraculous life I'm living now.. Some things I'm just thinking about, and suddenly they come. It always amazes me, on one hand, and on the other, gives this feeling of the world being together with me. So nice. :)
One weekend I was on a course, called holodynamics. I came there because its trainer, said that I could learn there some new ways to transform my emotions into desired ones.
Since it was in Haifa, and over weekend, I asked the trainer where I could sleep, and she offered me to sleep at her apartment.
The room she gave me, was full of books. And suddenly I felt the urge to take one of them, it was just white, no title. And it turned to be - guess what? ephemeris, the tables with all the planets/stars places in 20th century.
I started to look further, and saw a very, very rare book on astrology, that I had in Moscow, but thought I would never find again.. it had this amazing combination of astrology with esoterics and psychology, explaining things very deeply, explaining possibilities and directions. Meaning, on each aspect, it says "it gives these possibilities and restrictions, and when it's not worked through, it shows like this in a person, when it worked out more, it shows like this, and on working further, it has these and these possibilities."
In short, I got into temptation, dug through my email (I didn't remember the hour) and sat to make your horoscope.
..if I could love you more, after reading it I would. :) It showed the great, great inner work you had to be doing, to arrive to where you are now (remember the "working through" part?). It reminded me what an amazing person you are.
It showed, by the way, an interesting thing:
you Sun is in a very free position, which means not only that the usual horoscopes, describing a character, will not be accurate for you, but also -
that the circumstances and your ego usually don't force you into some specific area, you can be quite free in your choice, on what you will do, the way you live.
Weak Saturn, gives "the freedom that is too big for an average person." Meaning, freedom of laziness, circumstances giving you a great freedom of choice, weak conscience, weak feeling of duty/obligation, meaning, you have to develop the inner urge to act.
Which is made even more complex/funny/puzzling/complicating by having Mars in Pisces, meaning that to hold the efforts in one direction is very hard.
Quite a combination. :)
It was also about a very rich emotional life, with emotions being much more important/defining in your life than your ego. Life of your body, life of your soul playing a greater role.
Nobility of the soul life, learning with intuitive knowing of subconscience secrets, depth, sensitivity, ability to see things that probably only the future people will be able to estimate/appreciate (and you can just become bored of it and walk past it.. :), gifted. No practical goal on long distance of life, on one hand, and something (don't remember what) that you probably don't appreciate too much, but that saves you from many false ideas and projects. Ability to express with words delicate soul and aesthetic emotions. Not much patience. :)
I enjoyed reading about you. :)
What a miraculous life I'm living now.. Some things I'm just thinking about, and suddenly they come. It always amazes me, on one hand, and on the other, gives this feeling of the world being together with me. So nice. :)
One weekend I was on a course, called holodynamics. I came there because its trainer, said that I could learn there some new ways to transform my emotions into desired ones.
Since it was in Haifa, and over weekend, I asked the trainer where I could sleep, and she offered me to sleep at her apartment.
The room she gave me, was full of books. And suddenly I felt the urge to take one of them, it was just white, no title. And it turned to be - guess what? ephemeris, the tables with all the planets/stars places in 20th century.
I started to look further, and saw a very, very rare book on astrology, that I had in Moscow, but thought I would never find again.. it had this amazing combination of astrology with esoterics and psychology, explaining things very deeply, explaining possibilities and directions. Meaning, on each aspect, it says "it gives these possibilities and restrictions, and when it's not worked through, it shows like this in a person, when it worked out more, it shows like this, and on working further, it has these and these possibilities."
In short, I got into temptation, dug through my email (I didn't remember the hour) and sat to make your horoscope.
..if I could love you more, after reading it I would. :) It showed the great, great inner work you had to be doing, to arrive to where you are now (remember the "working through" part?). It reminded me what an amazing person you are.
It showed, by the way, an interesting thing:
you Sun is in a very free position, which means not only that the usual horoscopes, describing a character, will not be accurate for you, but also -
that the circumstances and your ego usually don't force you into some specific area, you can be quite free in your choice, on what you will do, the way you live.
Weak Saturn, gives "the freedom that is too big for an average person." Meaning, freedom of laziness, circumstances giving you a great freedom of choice, weak conscience, weak feeling of duty/obligation, meaning, you have to develop the inner urge to act.
Which is made even more complex/funny/puzzling/complicating by having Mars in Pisces, meaning that to hold the efforts in one direction is very hard.
Quite a combination. :)
It was also about a very rich emotional life, with emotions being much more important/defining in your life than your ego. Life of your body, life of your soul playing a greater role.
Nobility of the soul life, learning with intuitive knowing of subconscience secrets, depth, sensitivity, ability to see things that probably only the future people will be able to estimate/appreciate (and you can just become bored of it and walk past it.. :), gifted. No practical goal on long distance of life, on one hand, and something (don't remember what) that you probably don't appreciate too much, but that saves you from many false ideas and projects. Ability to express with words delicate soul and aesthetic emotions. Not much patience. :)
I enjoyed reading about you. :)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Wise man
Elvis Presley - Love Me, Love The Life I Lead
Wise words:
I am not a wise man neither am I a fool
But what I am the way the good Lord made me
Though I need you more than you may ever understand
I can't wear a face that will betray me
Oh, If you're gonna love me, love the life I lead
Need the things I need, don't try to change me
If you're gonna take me, take me for what I am
I can't be another man, I can't be free
'Cos The life I lead is the life I lead
Wise words:
I am not a wise man neither am I a fool
But what I am the way the good Lord made me
Though I need you more than you may ever understand
I can't wear a face that will betray me
Oh, If you're gonna love me, love the life I lead
Need the things I need, don't try to change me
If you're gonna take me, take me for what I am
I can't be another man, I can't be free
'Cos The life I lead is the life I lead
Rehearsals
Funny and somehow.. he's like more at home.
Elvis rehearsal #1
Elvis rehearsal #2
Nice to see how he is moving them. Makes me think, that at the concert it all seems to be so together.. He is all with the public then.
..public-pubic.. two words, so close and so far :)
Elvis rehearsal #1
Elvis rehearsal #2
Nice to see how he is moving them. Makes me think, that at the concert it all seems to be so together.. He is all with the public then.
..public-pubic.. two words, so close and so far :)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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