Wednesday, December 30, 2009
How interesting
"Fear is beauteous. It is a strength of feeling experienced in a moment of potential to open. It is the light of change – the ending of a cycle." -- Story Waters
Liked it
Oi Va Voi - Ladino Song
sounds like my mood now.. and very good for some belly dancing...
I like to dance to this, too:
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
sounds like my mood now.. and very good for some belly dancing...
I like to dance to this, too:
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
Monday, December 28, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Beautiful
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, Sweet little baby, rock-a-bye;
Drifting off to dreamland, chasing the stars, Riding on a horse galloping afar,
Playing guitar and singin' a song, Mama & Daddy won't you come along, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Twenty years later he was drivin' a truck, Heavy on the medal & pressing his luck,
The girl of his dreams came driftin' along, Leaving Mama & Daddy lost in his song,
A beautiful wedding & a flower girl, Then off with his love on a fairytale, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Some say Time is a healer & dealer of age, Turning through life page by page;
Filled with memories,a precious goldmine, A few regrets as well as good times;
A hard day's work & calloused hands, Ends with a visit from the Sandman, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Mama & Daddy been gone a long time, he sure hopes that they're doing fine;
He's encroached with visions of a better place, A big step up from this old rat race;
But until that time he'll sit right here, His woman in his arms - please hold me dear, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
One last storm by Life's old gristmill, As he slowly conquers that final hill;
As he lays there drawing in his last breath, His love beside him - love stood the test;
A smile on his lips as he closes his eyes, His sweet love asking why oh why, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Poem by Sky Taylor in memory of my sweet father, Carroll Taylor
source
Drifting off to dreamland, chasing the stars, Riding on a horse galloping afar,
Playing guitar and singin' a song, Mama & Daddy won't you come along, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Twenty years later he was drivin' a truck, Heavy on the medal & pressing his luck,
The girl of his dreams came driftin' along, Leaving Mama & Daddy lost in his song,
A beautiful wedding & a flower girl, Then off with his love on a fairytale, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Some say Time is a healer & dealer of age, Turning through life page by page;
Filled with memories,a precious goldmine, A few regrets as well as good times;
A hard day's work & calloused hands, Ends with a visit from the Sandman, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Mama & Daddy been gone a long time, he sure hopes that they're doing fine;
He's encroached with visions of a better place, A big step up from this old rat race;
But until that time he'll sit right here, His woman in his arms - please hold me dear, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
One last storm by Life's old gristmill, As he slowly conquers that final hill;
As he lays there drawing in his last breath, His love beside him - love stood the test;
A smile on his lips as he closes his eyes, His sweet love asking why oh why, tonight.
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, when you softly delivered a contended sigh;
Did you go to dreamland past the Milky Way, Bathing in the sunlight of a summer day;
Did you pause to think of what you left behind, Were there visions of memories in your mind,
Where did you go when you closed your eyes, tonight.
Poem by Sky Taylor in memory of my sweet father, Carroll Taylor
source
"It Tasted Great, If You Closed Your Eyes. "
Just saw this phrase.. and thought, I do close my eyes in the sex with you.. :)
Little joys of each day
Yesterday, I finished some tedious work, global effort estimation, on a very very interesting project of mine. And wanted לפנק את עצמי, so I took myself to my favorite little Italian restaurant there close..
What an amazing experience it was! I took linguine ai frutti di mare, in the sauce of white wine, tomato, parsley and garlic, and since they use, as they explained, the freshest frutti di mare straightly from the sea, not frozen, it was so delicate and juicy and... it was like sensual orgasm for every little portion.
Ah, those little joys of our life.. :)
What an amazing experience it was! I took linguine ai frutti di mare, in the sauce of white wine, tomato, parsley and garlic, and since they use, as they explained, the freshest frutti di mare straightly from the sea, not frozen, it was so delicate and juicy and... it was like sensual orgasm for every little portion.
Ah, those little joys of our life.. :)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
At last
What a wonderful feeling.. :)
At last, my love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Oh, yeah, at last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers
The night I looked at you
I found a dream that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to rest my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile
Oh, and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For you are mine
At last
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Oh, yeah, at last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers
The night I looked at you
I found a dream that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to rest my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile
Oh, and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For you are mine
At last
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Coincidents :)
Just came into an elevator, listening on my player to
"..And someone, some time, to someone will say: "Hi,
I've been looking for the way to your home for so long..""
at this moment the elevator says: "Sorry to keep you waiting."
Nice sync. :)
"..And someone, some time, to someone will say: "Hi,
I've been looking for the way to your home for so long..""
at this moment the elevator says: "Sorry to keep you waiting."
Nice sync. :)
Well, what'd you know..
Yesterday spoke with an astro-psychologist, that I'll see on January 3rd (not for astrology, she offers a very interesting coaching I want to try).
She said, no one now uses ephemeris any more. For everything there're programs. How could I not think about it, me a programmer :)
She briefly looked at my map, said it's interesting and asked, if I knew that I can influence people with words. I said, yes, I'm doing it. :)
She said, no one now uses ephemeris any more. For everything there're programs. How could I not think about it, me a programmer :)
She briefly looked at my map, said it's interesting and asked, if I knew that I can influence people with words. I said, yes, I'm doing it. :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Amazement
A., my sweet baby, yesterday brought from her painting class a stunning painting of a sunset. Amazing, just amazing, I could never do it no matter how I would be helped. :)
How, how people can see these things? I mean, for her to paint it like this she should really see all these details, how colors change, diffuse, enter each other..
And then again - did I give birth to this girl? She can do what I can't.. :)
How, how people can see these things? I mean, for her to paint it like this she should really see all these details, how colors change, diffuse, enter each other..
And then again - did I give birth to this girl? She can do what I can't.. :)
Monday, December 21, 2009
Just before the bath..
Just came from the badminton. Was fun :)
Like in the previous time, the muscles that will hurt the most, I guess, will be the smiling muscles on my cheeks. :) Because the legs and the shoulders I'll soak now in the hot bath, and the cheeks I can't put to the bath. :)
Good night darling.. my sexy darling. Very-very sexy.
Like in the previous time, the muscles that will hurt the most, I guess, will be the smiling muscles on my cheeks. :) Because the legs and the shoulders I'll soak now in the hot bath, and the cheeks I can't put to the bath. :)
Good night darling.. my sexy darling. Very-very sexy.
Nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A-la-la-la life is wonderful... :))
Such wise words, really :)
"It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love"
Some news
I became a dark brunette.. very nice, all send compliments :)
and today I go to a second lesson of badminton! Liked it.
The best part of the day, as I feel it, is - when I come home from badminton, I'll make a bath, with salts and aromatic oils, light the candles, and sit there and relax...
Good morning darling :)
and today I go to a second lesson of badminton! Liked it.
The best part of the day, as I feel it, is - when I come home from badminton, I'll make a bath, with salts and aromatic oils, light the candles, and sit there and relax...
Good morning darling :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Loved it
"..smart girl."
"Well, of course, you wouldn't marry someone who would be stupid.."
"I would marry you no matter what you would be, because you're mine."
"Well, of course, you wouldn't marry someone who would be stupid.."
"I would marry you no matter what you would be, because you're mine."
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Peace
Just came from another seminar, on NLP, in Haifa. It was with the same trainer, and I again was at her home, with that my favorite astrology book.
So I was just sitting there maybe for an hour, reading about myself.. Understood so much in me. Unbelievable, how I didn't see it before, or maybe I saw it and didn't pay attention - but now when I'm reading it, it explains so many things that happen in my life.
You know, those that I always thought, "nu, why they are there". And now they quiet into some very logical picture, and I can just work with them. Maybe when something is logically explained, it stops being annoying :)
And at the seminar it was good, also, lots of information. I like this trainer's vision of NLP: mostly for self-development, not for manipulating others. Even though, I saw that some things are easier, when they're set up by another (to me, rather than when I'm trying to do it all by myself). Nice.
Good day to you, darling. :)
So I was just sitting there maybe for an hour, reading about myself.. Understood so much in me. Unbelievable, how I didn't see it before, or maybe I saw it and didn't pay attention - but now when I'm reading it, it explains so many things that happen in my life.
You know, those that I always thought, "nu, why they are there". And now they quiet into some very logical picture, and I can just work with them. Maybe when something is logically explained, it stops being annoying :)
And at the seminar it was good, also, lots of information. I like this trainer's vision of NLP: mostly for self-development, not for manipulating others. Even though, I saw that some things are easier, when they're set up by another (to me, rather than when I'm trying to do it all by myself). Nice.
Good day to you, darling. :)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
What a great version
Simon & Garfunkel - The sound of silence
How delicate. :)
Watch their faces.. How young, naive, enthusiastic..
How delicate. :)
Watch their faces.. How young, naive, enthusiastic..
Beautiful
"Once in the street,
A known wind
Brought me the smell of hair.
The smell of your hair, that was so familiar to me...
Maybe your blue eyes are somewhere here.
I would give everything if i could touch them once, if I could touch them once."
Even though, I can only listen to it for maybe half a minute.. when it's more, it's too depressing.. :) I love this more:
Etta James, I just wanna make love to you
much more vitality, and this:
Shania Twain, When you kiss me
much more life satisfaction :)
What a wonderful world
Dear honey :)
What a miraculous life I'm living now.. Some things I'm just thinking about, and suddenly they come. It always amazes me, on one hand, and on the other, gives this feeling of the world being together with me. So nice. :)
One weekend I was on a course, called holodynamics. I came there because its trainer, said that I could learn there some new ways to transform my emotions into desired ones.
Since it was in Haifa, and over weekend, I asked the trainer where I could sleep, and she offered me to sleep at her apartment.
The room she gave me, was full of books. And suddenly I felt the urge to take one of them, it was just white, no title. And it turned to be - guess what? ephemeris, the tables with all the planets/stars places in 20th century.
I started to look further, and saw a very, very rare book on astrology, that I had in Moscow, but thought I would never find again.. it had this amazing combination of astrology with esoterics and psychology, explaining things very deeply, explaining possibilities and directions. Meaning, on each aspect, it says "it gives these possibilities and restrictions, and when it's not worked through, it shows like this in a person, when it worked out more, it shows like this, and on working further, it has these and these possibilities."
In short, I got into temptation, dug through my email (I didn't remember the hour) and sat to make your horoscope.
..if I could love you more, after reading it I would. :) It showed the great, great inner work you had to be doing, to arrive to where you are now (remember the "working through" part?). It reminded me what an amazing person you are.
It showed, by the way, an interesting thing:
you Sun is in a very free position, which means not only that the usual horoscopes, describing a character, will not be accurate for you, but also -
that the circumstances and your ego usually don't force you into some specific area, you can be quite free in your choice, on what you will do, the way you live.
Weak Saturn, gives "the freedom that is too big for an average person." Meaning, freedom of laziness, circumstances giving you a great freedom of choice, weak conscience, weak feeling of duty/obligation, meaning, you have to develop the inner urge to act.
Which is made even more complex/funny/puzzling/complicating by having Mars in Pisces, meaning that to hold the efforts in one direction is very hard.
Quite a combination. :)
It was also about a very rich emotional life, with emotions being much more important/defining in your life than your ego. Life of your body, life of your soul playing a greater role.
Nobility of the soul life, learning with intuitive knowing of subconscience secrets, depth, sensitivity, ability to see things that probably only the future people will be able to estimate/appreciate (and you can just become bored of it and walk past it.. :), gifted. No practical goal on long distance of life, on one hand, and something (don't remember what) that you probably don't appreciate too much, but that saves you from many false ideas and projects. Ability to express with words delicate soul and aesthetic emotions. Not much patience. :)
I enjoyed reading about you. :)
What a miraculous life I'm living now.. Some things I'm just thinking about, and suddenly they come. It always amazes me, on one hand, and on the other, gives this feeling of the world being together with me. So nice. :)
One weekend I was on a course, called holodynamics. I came there because its trainer, said that I could learn there some new ways to transform my emotions into desired ones.
Since it was in Haifa, and over weekend, I asked the trainer where I could sleep, and she offered me to sleep at her apartment.
The room she gave me, was full of books. And suddenly I felt the urge to take one of them, it was just white, no title. And it turned to be - guess what? ephemeris, the tables with all the planets/stars places in 20th century.
I started to look further, and saw a very, very rare book on astrology, that I had in Moscow, but thought I would never find again.. it had this amazing combination of astrology with esoterics and psychology, explaining things very deeply, explaining possibilities and directions. Meaning, on each aspect, it says "it gives these possibilities and restrictions, and when it's not worked through, it shows like this in a person, when it worked out more, it shows like this, and on working further, it has these and these possibilities."
In short, I got into temptation, dug through my email (I didn't remember the hour) and sat to make your horoscope.
..if I could love you more, after reading it I would. :) It showed the great, great inner work you had to be doing, to arrive to where you are now (remember the "working through" part?). It reminded me what an amazing person you are.
It showed, by the way, an interesting thing:
you Sun is in a very free position, which means not only that the usual horoscopes, describing a character, will not be accurate for you, but also -
that the circumstances and your ego usually don't force you into some specific area, you can be quite free in your choice, on what you will do, the way you live.
Weak Saturn, gives "the freedom that is too big for an average person." Meaning, freedom of laziness, circumstances giving you a great freedom of choice, weak conscience, weak feeling of duty/obligation, meaning, you have to develop the inner urge to act.
Which is made even more complex/funny/puzzling/complicating by having Mars in Pisces, meaning that to hold the efforts in one direction is very hard.
Quite a combination. :)
It was also about a very rich emotional life, with emotions being much more important/defining in your life than your ego. Life of your body, life of your soul playing a greater role.
Nobility of the soul life, learning with intuitive knowing of subconscience secrets, depth, sensitivity, ability to see things that probably only the future people will be able to estimate/appreciate (and you can just become bored of it and walk past it.. :), gifted. No practical goal on long distance of life, on one hand, and something (don't remember what) that you probably don't appreciate too much, but that saves you from many false ideas and projects. Ability to express with words delicate soul and aesthetic emotions. Not much patience. :)
I enjoyed reading about you. :)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Wise man
Elvis Presley - Love Me, Love The Life I Lead
Wise words:
I am not a wise man neither am I a fool
But what I am the way the good Lord made me
Though I need you more than you may ever understand
I can't wear a face that will betray me
Oh, If you're gonna love me, love the life I lead
Need the things I need, don't try to change me
If you're gonna take me, take me for what I am
I can't be another man, I can't be free
'Cos The life I lead is the life I lead
Wise words:
I am not a wise man neither am I a fool
But what I am the way the good Lord made me
Though I need you more than you may ever understand
I can't wear a face that will betray me
Oh, If you're gonna love me, love the life I lead
Need the things I need, don't try to change me
If you're gonna take me, take me for what I am
I can't be another man, I can't be free
'Cos The life I lead is the life I lead
Rehearsals
Funny and somehow.. he's like more at home.
Elvis rehearsal #1
Elvis rehearsal #2
Nice to see how he is moving them. Makes me think, that at the concert it all seems to be so together.. He is all with the public then.
..public-pubic.. two words, so close and so far :)
Elvis rehearsal #1
Elvis rehearsal #2
Nice to see how he is moving them. Makes me think, that at the concert it all seems to be so together.. He is all with the public then.
..public-pubic.. two words, so close and so far :)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Nice :)
"Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded, because the elements– the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life– weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars, and the only way for them to get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. So forget Jesus. The stars died so that you could be here today."
– Lawrence Krauss
– Lawrence Krauss
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Photopositive
Contest "Warm moments" (photo in the comments)
What a beauty.. especially the matches. :)
What a beauty.. especially the matches. :)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Nice legend :)
Students asked a Master: "Is there life after death?"
"Is there life before death, that is the question," - replied the Master.
"Is there life before death, that is the question," - replied the Master.
Monday, November 23, 2009
What you are for me
So close to me, "native" for my body and soul, like, we were born together
You "own", control me. Like, in your hands are my strings
I trust you
I'm open to you
I'm open for you
I'm all yours.. all mine is yours
You <wield, hold, command, possess> me it's not in the humiliating way, and I'm still me, and I don't know how to explain it better
You embrace me, hug, kiss, lick, bite, suck, enter me
You're big. I'm tending up to you
You're wantable. Like, the essence of sex is in you for me
The man I want to see
The man I want to be with
I'm not crazy :) It's just very hard for me to find the words to describe the feelings.
You "own", control me. Like, in your hands are my strings
I trust you
I'm open to you
I'm open for you
I'm all yours.. all mine is yours
You <wield, hold, command, possess> me it's not in the humiliating way, and I'm still me, and I don't know how to explain it better
You embrace me, hug, kiss, lick, bite, suck, enter me
You're big. I'm tending up to you
You're wantable. Like, the essence of sex is in you for me
The man I want to see
The man I want to be with
I'm not crazy :) It's just very hard for me to find the words to describe the feelings.
Great version
Here he's more mature:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xpw60vjANw
Two more clips I loved:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kGuXemlPFM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h48f1SDvYYk
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
How beautiful..
"You are not guilty, broken or flawed.
There is an innocent child within you, waiting for your acceptance, approval, -- love.
This child is pure, whole, untouched.
This child is Innocent, - and of INFINITE value.
Refuse to criticize and condemn yourself over another's failure to see your true worth."
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Sometimes..
Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days
But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know
And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care
You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all
But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know
And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days
And why(why) can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Love it!!
So playful. :)
I heard on this dancing course Pink Turtle, "We're the champions". I can't find it now, I just remember it was great. :)
I heard on this dancing course Pink Turtle, "We're the champions". I can't find it now, I just remember it was great. :)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
A dancing course
I just did this weekend. Was so good. :) I went there to learn to express the dance from inside, but it turned to be much more than this.
I feel now like I've got another set of mechanisms to speak with.. :) As if before I could speak only verbally, and now it's with hands and legs, with all the body.
And I felt like it always was inside me, but only now I discovered it. I feel so happier and freer now. Happy and free, but on a whole new level of freedom and happiness.
Actually... when I think about it... I spoke to you with my tongue, quite successfully :)
My lick to you, darling.
I feel now like I've got another set of mechanisms to speak with.. :) As if before I could speak only verbally, and now it's with hands and legs, with all the body.
And I felt like it always was inside me, but only now I discovered it. I feel so happier and freer now. Happy and free, but on a whole new level of freedom and happiness.
Actually... when I think about it... I spoke to you with my tongue, quite successfully :)
My lick to you, darling.
How beautiful..
on "finding" happiness.. appreciating smiles.. Christmas, anticipation.. feeling it, now.. How similar to what we said.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
When you kissed me there...
I did understand that the dress length was exactly as it should be... :)
Friday, November 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Helps to feel ..interesting, wonderful, powerful
Om Namah Shivaya meaning,
"I honor the divinity that resides within me."
"I honor the divinity that resides within me."
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Ah..
Rainy girl
kitty
two
office girl
two more
tusik
sunny tusik
shining tusik
easy.. :)
and this:
remember, we were walking on the beach and I told you I was swimming like this, too? :)
kitty
two
office girl
two more
tusik
sunny tusik
shining tusik
easy.. :)
and this:
remember, we were walking on the beach and I told you I was swimming like this, too? :)
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
So nice, too
My body, My hand
My heaven, My land
My guardian angel is mine
And you say…
My dreams, My head
My sex, My bed
And it's my Corona with lime
And then I say ..
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
And You say..
My head, My frown
My kingdom, My crown
My palace and court is mine
And You say..
My lights, My show
My years to grow
The time that I spend is fine
And then I say ..
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
And then I say ..
Maybe
Maybe I'm in love with You…
But You say…
My coat, My hat
My bones, My fat
My zipper is shut by me
And You say..
My Skin, My blood
My devil, My God
My freedom is what You see
But then I say
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
Then I say
Maybe
Maybe I'm in love with You….
I love you :)
I really really love you.
And I'm glad, that each of us doing the best we can.
And I love it that we're going with what feels like our best choice.
And I love it that the world is created like this, when what you need/want to be done, someone feels inspired to do.
I love this world. I love the freedom it provides, and all this delicious physicality, to bask in it.
I love the feelings I came in touch to, with you.
And I love you. :)
And I'm glad, that each of us doing the best we can.
And I love it that we're going with what feels like our best choice.
And I love it that the world is created like this, when what you need/want to be done, someone feels inspired to do.
I love this world. I love the freedom it provides, and all this delicious physicality, to bask in it.
I love the feelings I came in touch to, with you.
And I love you. :)
Hi darling :)
It's clearly the best thing you could do. :)
I feel so free now.
And so close to you.. really, like they say, "all relationships are forever." Good thing we can realize that in time. :)
I feel so free now.
And so close to you.. really, like they say, "all relationships are forever." Good thing we can realize that in time. :)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Beautiful
Nick Cave, Into My Arms
I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candlew burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candlew burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
Monday, October 19, 2009
I want you
I want you somehow differently now: not just physically, sexually, but emotionally, intellectually, mindly, armly, legly, all-me-ly.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Your place in me
You're in my heart
You're in my mouth
You're in my thoughts
You're in my tusik
You're in my world
in my vagina
in my veins
in my life
in my smile
in my sorrow
in my day
in my nights
in my all.....
You're in my mouth
You're in my thoughts
You're in my tusik
You're in my world
in my vagina
in my veins
in my life
in my smile
in my sorrow
in my day
in my nights
in my all.....
Monday, October 12, 2009
When you're lying on your back..
I'm licking your knee. with one quick wet lick. feel it?
I'm licking your right testicle. tenderly..
I'm licking your maleness. with just one soft lick, kind of tender "hello".. it is soft?? it's hardening under my lips.. right before my eyes..
I'm stroking you with my hand.
what do you want to be done now?
I'm dying to get you inside me.. I'm so hot inside now.. it's all waiting for you...
I'm licking you, and licking you, and licking you,
with long catty tongue lickings, and now you're dying to be inside - or in my mouth, or in ..any other place. just not ear ;)
but i'm licking,
and then we explode both from this sweet hot torture:
I'm taking you inside, sitting on you,
wild hot cat, hot for you, hot to feel you,
and move on you, quickly, losing my sense of self-control, self-limitation,
self-keeping-myself-good-girl,
and wildly, happily, even torturingly, riding on you,
until you come. You burst inside me,
and your sperm is going down, down my pussy, down my legs,
I'm all messy,
I'm lying down on your chest,
happy,
satisfied.. wanting more..... :)
I'm licking your right testicle. tenderly..
I'm licking your maleness. with just one soft lick, kind of tender "hello".. it is soft?? it's hardening under my lips.. right before my eyes..
I'm stroking you with my hand.
what do you want to be done now?
I'm dying to get you inside me.. I'm so hot inside now.. it's all waiting for you...
I'm licking you, and licking you, and licking you,
with long catty tongue lickings, and now you're dying to be inside - or in my mouth, or in ..any other place. just not ear ;)
but i'm licking,
and then we explode both from this sweet hot torture:
I'm taking you inside, sitting on you,
wild hot cat, hot for you, hot to feel you,
and move on you, quickly, losing my sense of self-control, self-limitation,
self-keeping-myself-good-girl,
and wildly, happily, even torturingly, riding on you,
until you come. You burst inside me,
and your sperm is going down, down my pussy, down my legs,
I'm all messy,
I'm lying down on your chest,
happy,
satisfied.. wanting more..... :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
What do I do?
What do I do, when I want you like this, like now?....
If I now ask myself, what I appreciate in you the most, I'd probably reply "זין, dear, זין".
Rude? and non-romantic...
If I now ask myself, what I appreciate in you the most, I'd probably reply "זין, dear, זין".
Rude? and non-romantic...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Trust (loved it)
"Without Trust, intimacy is not possible, and pleasure cannot rise to the level of ecstasy. Trust here includes trust in yourself. Trust in the knowledge that you are lovable and deserve pleasure. Trust in your lover's essential goodness, and their good intentions with you. Trust in the healing, transforming power of sex. Trust in life itself, as your guide and teacher in each moment of experience. Trust lets us open in surrender, be vulnerable and receptive, rather than armored and defensive in the most intimate acts of love. Trust allows us to enter the cycles of giving and receiving, fully and wholeheartedly."
from a new book I got today, by Margo Anand,
Sexual Ecstasy: the art of orgasm
from a new book I got today, by Margo Anand,
Sexual Ecstasy: the art of orgasm
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
A dream
I had a dream about you today. I was somewhere traveling, and going to the airport to come back, I suddenly realized I forgot my bag at some place, with all the passports, tickets, etc.
I started panicking, but then said to myself, "ok, maybe it will work out somehow."
I came to the airport, said, "here, I had a ticket to this flight." But they refused to take me..
And then suddenly you appeared there, with all the things with you. :)
I don't remember many things from this dream, but I remember this feeling of safety, security, care that I got when you came. Abraham probably would say, this is what I associate you with. :)
You my savior :) (k)
I started panicking, but then said to myself, "ok, maybe it will work out somehow."
I came to the airport, said, "here, I had a ticket to this flight." But they refused to take me..
And then suddenly you appeared there, with all the things with you. :)
I don't remember many things from this dream, but I remember this feeling of safety, security, care that I got when you came. Abraham probably would say, this is what I associate you with. :)
You my savior :) (k)
Monday, October 5, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A month ago someone here at work, asked me how some stock would be behaving. I said 100 times I don't know to predict, but then suddenly had some picture in mind. :) I told him, and said I don't know if it means anything, etc.
At the time I was telling him what I saw, I didn't believe myself: what I saw, was quite extremal.
And what I hear today? (I already forgot about this prediction :)) He said, all this month the stock is going as I said it would!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May be I should learn investments... :)
At the time I was telling him what I saw, I didn't believe myself: what I saw, was quite extremal.
And what I hear today? (I already forgot about this prediction :)) He said, all this month the stock is going as I said it would!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May be I should learn investments... :)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Desires
My tusik wants you.
yes, really :))
my neck, wants your sweet kisses
my breasts want your hands over them
my back wants to be pressed to your hot masculine body
well, you get the picture.. :)
(k) to your masculine lips
yes, really :))
my neck, wants your sweet kisses
my breasts want your hands over them
my back wants to be pressed to your hot masculine body
well, you get the picture.. :)
(k) to your masculine lips
Monday, September 28, 2009
I got you under my.. tongue
I remembered today how once on a team meeting, you put your hand down and was stroking my legs.. and then it started: I started to feel you here, now, with all my naked body, but especially in the mouth.
I love it that you don't help you with hands to enter me.. This hardness enters me so all by itself, with its intentions. It's like, our places are speaking to each other at that time all by themselves. "WIll you let me in?" "Yess.." "Come on, open up, I'm here, I know you've been waiting for me" "Yes, my boss, yes.. oh yes, yes, yes!"
Aside it was.. :) I feel you with my mouth now, this hardness under the skin. You're hard as a stone. Even more, in the stone there's not that energy coming out.. I remember that time when you came to visit me and we took a walk, and we were there in the park when you let me feel how hard you are. It was like, you were going to explode any moment, and not the usual way, but just explode as a bomb. :)
Just feel you so hot on my tongue now.. Having you on my tongue and caressing you with all my mouth.. I laid down now and felt it not the way we usually did it, but that I was laying down and you were on me, entering my mouth as you would be entering the other place. But slowly, slowly, and I caressed you with lots of saliva. You're dying to do it hardly, strongly, with speed, all your energy and strength, but you still continuing the sweet torture and entering me slowly.. slowly..
Finally, you break up and go to the other place, and enter it with such a strength, that we both shudder. I'm holding you with all the muscles of my vagina, and it feels so good.. so in place.. you're born to be there.
..went to my bed, to see the rest of the story :)
music of the mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riOVaxInAx0
I love it how we changed now. For me it's .. being free (when being with you, not having to compromise. Just being me and loving it, and feeling your love and understanding, too) and also.. dignity. And for you - decisiveness.
I love it that you don't help you with hands to enter me.. This hardness enters me so all by itself, with its intentions. It's like, our places are speaking to each other at that time all by themselves. "WIll you let me in?" "Yess.." "Come on, open up, I'm here, I know you've been waiting for me" "Yes, my boss, yes.. oh yes, yes, yes!"
Aside it was.. :) I feel you with my mouth now, this hardness under the skin. You're hard as a stone. Even more, in the stone there's not that energy coming out.. I remember that time when you came to visit me and we took a walk, and we were there in the park when you let me feel how hard you are. It was like, you were going to explode any moment, and not the usual way, but just explode as a bomb. :)
Just feel you so hot on my tongue now.. Having you on my tongue and caressing you with all my mouth.. I laid down now and felt it not the way we usually did it, but that I was laying down and you were on me, entering my mouth as you would be entering the other place. But slowly, slowly, and I caressed you with lots of saliva. You're dying to do it hardly, strongly, with speed, all your energy and strength, but you still continuing the sweet torture and entering me slowly.. slowly..
Finally, you break up and go to the other place, and enter it with such a strength, that we both shudder. I'm holding you with all the muscles of my vagina, and it feels so good.. so in place.. you're born to be there.
..went to my bed, to see the rest of the story :)
music of the mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riOVaxInAx0
I love it how we changed now. For me it's .. being free (when being with you, not having to compromise. Just being me and loving it, and feeling your love and understanding, too) and also.. dignity. And for you - decisiveness.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
"Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born"
Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday
As I Began to Love Myself
As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs
that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT”.
As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens
at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.
As I began to love myself
I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing
huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health -
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.
As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.
As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day,
and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.
As I began to love myself
I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But As I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection
“WISDOM OF THE HEART”.
We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!
As I Began to Love Myself
As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs
that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT”.
As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens
at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.
As I began to love myself
I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing
huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health -
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.
As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.
As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day,
and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.
As I began to love myself
I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But As I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection
“WISDOM OF THE HEART”.
We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
My honey
My beautiful honey.
It's so good to feel so close to you :)
I just heard today in some AH lecture, "separation doesn't exist." And I realized, that indeed, it doesn't.
It's so good to feel so close to you :)
I just heard today in some AH lecture, "separation doesn't exist." And I realized, that indeed, it doesn't.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Fascinating!
How we limit ourselves even in our imagination
and this:
so reminds me of you... :)
I so love your strength, the smoothness, the masculinity... mm even thinking of you is delicious :)
(k)
and this:
so reminds me of you... :)
I so love your strength, the smoothness, the masculinity... mm even thinking of you is delicious :)
(k)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
So many things..
So many things I want to share with you :)
Playlist with Wonderful World
and that Shimon Peres does "סיור מוחות" every month.. and his saying about decision to get offended.. I remember you said he gave your grandma some badge acknowledging her contribution. So when I was asked, if I love him, I said yes. :)
and so many other things. :)
I remembered today the moment we were sitting in the cafe after your coming back from India.. and how you started to tell me about it when I just thought "tell me how it was". Remember? :)
I'm learning so much now.. and I say, "this state is complete and perfect as it (שלם ומושלם ככזה), now".
Playlist with Wonderful World
and that Shimon Peres does "סיור מוחות" every month.. and his saying about decision to get offended.. I remember you said he gave your grandma some badge acknowledging her contribution. So when I was asked, if I love him, I said yes. :)
and so many other things. :)
I remembered today the moment we were sitting in the cafe after your coming back from India.. and how you started to tell me about it when I just thought "tell me how it was". Remember? :)
I'm learning so much now.. and I say, "this state is complete and perfect as it (שלם ומושלם ככזה), now".
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
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