Absolutely can't :)

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

It's just the way that we are

You are the one that brightens up my day (yeah)
My heart goes crazy
When I hear your name
I can't explain
It's just the way that you are

You are the one that makes me come alive
My heart goes crazy (just to be by your side)
I can't explain
It's just the way that you are.. and I am. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlUWBU0kMxA

Loving you..

is so pleasant. :)

Beautiful

ממעמקים קראתי אלייך בואי אלי
בשובך יחזור שוב האור בעיני
לא גמור לא עוזב המגע ביידיך
שיבוא ויאיר למשמע כל צחוקך

ממעמקים קראתי אליך בואי אלי
מול ירח מאיר את דרכך שוב אלי
נפרסו ונמסו מול מגע של ידייך
באוזנייך לוחש שואל

מי זה קורא לך הלילה - הקשיבי
מי שר בקול אלייך - אל חלונך
מי שם נפשו שתהיי מאושרת
מי ישים יד ויבנה את ביתך

מי ייתן חייו ישימם מתחתיך
מי כעפר לרגלייך יחייה
מי יאהבך עוד מכל אוהביך
מי מכל רוח רעה יצילך
ממעמקים.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyrw9QE_yjQ

Beautiful

Woman I can hardly express,
My mixed emotion at my thoughtlessness,
After all I'm forever in your debt,
And woman I will try express,
My inner feelings and thankfulness,
For showing me the meaning of success,
oooh well, well,
oooh well, well,

Woman I know you understand
The little child inside the man,
Please remember my life is in your hands,
And woman hold me close to your heart,
However, distant don't keep us apart,
After all it is written in the stars,
oooh well, well,
oooh well, well,

Woman please let me explain,
I never mean(t) to cause you sorrow or pain,
So let me tell you again and again and again,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah)...

John Lennon, Woman

Joy to love you :)

such a deep, joyful, tender pleasure..

I feel so blessed now

for the life I live, for the people I meet, for my great love - you, that amaze me..... You are a blessing, honey :)

oh honey..

I love you so so much.........

You are my home

No matter where I go, I'm coming back to it. Something that tells me to live my life, to follow my heart, to "be on the path with HEART" (Castaneda), things or sayings or flashes of memories - suddenly makes me realize that my home is you, honey. And it's such a clear, calm realization, that it feels like it has to be there, no matter what my "rational" mind is telling me. I love you.

Murrrrrrrr... :)

מתגרגרת to you.

I'm so grateful to you my honey that you simply ..exist! :)
(k)

:)

my love..

my great great love.. my tender love.. :)

sharp passionate pleasure.

life giving stroke of tenderness and sharp sharp pleasure..

feeling of being home and feeling of the sharpest pleasure, of joy of life, of "that's where I have been going to", "that's what is mine", "that's what life is worthy to be for"..

my great great tender-tender pleasurable-pleasurable, joyful-joyful love.. :)

Daily :)

..so good to share things with you :) I just felt it today, how wonderful, how wonderfully natural it is to wake up on your chest, to murmur into your neck, to finish a day with you inside me, to get awake in the middle of the night from feeling you inside me, to wake up in the morning on your chest, feeling this tenderness and love between us, and then feeling the raising passion inside, and then again, feel you inside me..

to play-touch with you with every word, every looking into each other's eyes, with every even soul movement.. to feel how tenderly, how passionately you're enjoying me... how sharply and tenderly, how deeply I'm enjoying you.. my great love..

"I get so lost in the way you move"

(From a song)

But I really do. :)

Dear me.. :)

(I learn to be with me more and more loving, respectful, and I guess the title is because of it. :)) What I love in us, I just felt it these days, is a mutual admiration. We haven't paid attention to the bad things in each other, they never interested us, but we did pay attention to the good things, and we admired them in each other. I'm an amazing woman for you, you are an amazing man for me. :) I love you, my dear, so so so much :) <kiss> :)

(On the advanced course they said to us, that admiration - is what we all always want. "Who wants even to be loved without admiration?")

I love you. :)

Honney..

Listen, what a great song: The Shangs - Livin',Lovin', Life.

I love you, my honey.. oh my love... :)

Close :)

Feeling close-close to you.. :) Kissing you :) Enjoying, like "drinking", being with you.. my dear-dear. :) Honey. :) Loving you.. :)

Loving you .

Loving you, honey, so tenderly, so .. purely.. such a tender, joyful, high tone.. love you my dear..

Feeling you :)

Yesterday with "first anal" - I was feeling you within every movement there.. :) When she hugged him, so friendly, and how they did it, so delicately - with passion, with pleasure, strongly, but delicately. So much you in it.. dear-dear, how I love you. :) <kiss>. :)

feels so true..

"I'll go wherever you go"

(just saw it in Noa's song..) :)

love you darling... :)

For us, honey :)

Feels so good to be in your hands.. kissing you, biting you slightly on your chest, ..licking you slowly slowly, in all places my tongue gets to.. my v... :) I love you, my wonderful man, my smart, caring, understanding, loving, sexy husband..

I'm in the mood for love

Oh my dear, I'm so happy to love you!...

"A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I can't believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this."

So so so true!!! Oh my love...........

מחכה

יום אחד זה יקרה
בלי שנרגיש משהו ישתנה
משהו יירגע בנו משהו יגע בנו
ולא יהיה ממה לחשוש

וזה יבוא כמו קו חרוט על כף יד
זה יבוא בטוח בעצמו
כאילו היה שם תמיד וחיכה שנבחין בו
וזה יבוא אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
להיות שלם עם עצמו.

יום אחד זה יקרה
בלי שנרגיש משהו ישתנה
משהו יגע בנו משהו יירגע בנו
ולא יהיה ממה לחשוש

וזה יבוא כמו קו חרוט על כף יד
זה יבוא בטוח בעצמו
כאילו היה שם תמיד וחיכה שנבחין בו
וזה יבוא אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
להיות שלם עם עצמו.

וזה יבוא אתה הרי יודע
לא הכל יטלטל אותנו
לא הכל יכה
ומה שייפתח לנו
מחכה

ריטה

at youtube

Beautiful song

Yes, yeah we're moving on,
Looking for direction,
Mmmm, we've covered much ground.
Thinking back to innocence,
I can no longer connect,
I don't have a heart left to throw around.

Ooh, and time moves on like a train,
That disappears into the night sky.
Yeah, I still get a sad feeling inside,
To see the red tail lights wave goodbye.

But we'll grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Well, money slips into your hands,
And then slips out like it was sand,
And there are shoes that you can never seem to fill.
I've chased so much and lost my way
Maybe a face for everyday,
That has so casually slipped me by.

Ooh, and time moves on like a train,
That disappears into the night sky.
Yeah, I still get this sad feeling inside,
To see the red tail lights wave goodbye.

But we'll grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Morning comes,
Sometimes with a smile,
Sometimes with a frown.
Yeah, so i never want to worry,
If you gonna stay around.

So let's grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Yes, yes we're movin' on,
Movin' right along...

I was just dancing with you

..and it was BEAUTIFUL!!! :)

I love you so so so much my darling! :)

With you - in fields of love..

You got inside my head today, I felt you
Said my imagination's tryin' to hold you
Responsible for all my ways I told you
Take me into happy days, I know, know, know

That you, and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these, imaginary fields of love, you get to me.

Pete Murray (as in the previous post), Feeler

Good words

God my fingers burn
Now when I think of touching your hair

I love you

Want to tell you so many things,

but don't dare. IS that stupid? ...

Confused

I want to say something, but I can't. Like, you forbid me to call you all those names "dear" etc., so how can I speak to you otherwise? I don't know....

Did you know what to send me? :)

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(inhale) Patience...
Ooh, oh, yeah

Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it

...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more pati... (ence, yeah)
I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change but maybe the name
I ain't got time for the game
'Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (Take some patience)
Whoa, I need you (Just a little patience is all we need)
Ooh, this ti- me....

:)

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you

Good night

my dear honey :)

Good night my dearest dearest man. Stroking your cheek ("part of the face located on either side of the nose", thanks Babylon :)), seeing your eyes - tired, but close, endearing, caressing.. To kiss you sweetly, and to sleep next to you, .. to wake you up in the middle of the night. :)

Whichever way I go..

..I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

Peter Gabriel

My heart decides :)

I understand that you’ve met someone
With a perfect heart
But you’ve been questioned by everyone;
Are you’re in the dark?
Can you choose to fall,
Should you risk it all?

How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love
When I’m on your side
And I understand you’re the only one to know
Whether wrong or right
Let your heart decide (you’re the only one)

Some may tell you don’t take the risk
It’s a waste of time
But if you think you’ll find happiness you are there
Baby take the dive

It’s unusual
But it’s critical

How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love
When I’m on your side
And I understand you’re the only one to know
Whether wrong or right
Let your heart decide

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-anUiN11ux0

Dear dear honey..

Such a pleasure to love you. You're a beautiful man. A wonderful man. I love you, love you, love you. I enjoy you.

I feel, as always, such tenderness towards you. We said that you were poetic when in the morning, when there were building sounds from the outside, you said all you know in my language. Well, almost all: I remember you also call me names I like. :) Besides the elephant. :)

Now I went to eat, and some builder suddenly said: "And where is your orange scarf?" :) I guess, I am going there every day not paying attention to them, and they see me. :)

All me is taken by you, my darling.. All of my body, all of my thoughts, all of me. You're a frame I'm acting in. You're my love, my husband, my man. One and only. :)

You and I

I lose control when I'm close to you babe
I lose control don't look at me like this
there's something in your eyes, is this love at first sight
like a flower that grows, life just wants you to know
all the secrets of life

It's all written down in your lifelines
it's written down inside your heart

You sexy :)

Night is falling
I think of you
I'm walking home
I think of you
And as he calls me, yes I do
I think of you
How you doing?
I think of you
And I smile, I can't hide
I think of you

Beautiful..

"What is it that brings us together
A bond
A need
A desire
Dreams
Hopes
What is it?
What might it be?
Perhaps it is
That we don't know
What brings us together?
In the end
We are apart
Then we ask
Where did the love go?
Perhaps we should have asked
Where did the love come from...?"
-- Klaus Joehle

To You :)

There were bells on a hill
But I never heard them ringing
No I never heard them at all
Till there was you

There were birds in the sky
But I never saw them winging
No I never saw them at all
Till there was you

Then there was music and wonderful roses
They tell me in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

There was love all around
But I never heard it singing
No I never heard it at all
Till there was you

Till there was you

Still..

Still.. living in your arms.
Looking into your eyes.
Enjoying your masculine beauty.
Being yours like coming home..

To your "oj"

I once wrote it to you - and it's still very very relevant. Maybe even more so. You still are free from me.. and I still love you :)

"... I was wrong.

apparently, not only in my feelings for you and Pazit, but also regarding my own feelings.

I didn't want to tell you this at all, like "it's my own problems", but now it felt kind of unfair (towards you) (hiding, I mean)

on one hand, I was hurting. really, badly hurting.
on the other hand, I was trying to understand, "where is the bug in this algorithm", because if it hurts so much, it means I'm doing something that wouldn't be of joy to anyone.
finally I realized it hurts so much because I was like trying to cut on myself. You're flowing in my veins, <...>. I can't just like that take my blood and replace it. I

never expected it to be so strong and so affecting me, but it came, somehow. and now to close on it is to close my own soul. I can't do it, I'll live with that.

But

you can be free from it

I started a blog yesterday, where I'm writing what I would like to tell you if we were in a relationship I would like it to be. this way I will be able to "vent". and you won't feel bombarded by anything.

your name is not mentioned there, neither is mine

it's just "you", "me" and my writings.

so on your side you can take it the way it's easier for you.

and I'll try to live it the way it's easier for me.

"if there're stars out there, it means somebody's needed them"

the same about my feeling. if it came, I won't fight it anymore."

What a song..

in the beginning - read every other line...

The All-American Rejects
"Dance inside"

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

My (S) is missing your (K)s! ;)

My belly, too. :)

not to speak about that part of me that keeps asking, "where is <..>"...

It feels like your call to me today :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eI6aDJ5ZTjY

embedding not possible :(

A nice channel for conversation :)

Thank you for the music, dear.

<Kiss> to that part of you that is my favorite... I wonder what you think it is.. :)

It certainly does.. :)

"You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away"

(Aerosmith)

(please, honey, send to me some of your new music..)

A Hymn to your זין

I was going now through the appreciation process by AH, where one thinks of all kinds of things they feel they can feel appreciative for, and suddenly thought of it. Oh, what waves rose me!

I never told you this before, but through all my life I've always felt too big in one place, too small and not-for-that-at-all :) in another, and too easily disgusted in the third. Your זין made me feel welcomingly tight, fitting-like-a-glove, in one place, wonderfully (eagerly) accepting in another, and enjoying every inch of the surface and every nuance of the taste, with the third. So no wonder I think of it with such ..nice feelings. :)

So I felt it entering me - missionarily or with my legs on your shoulders, feeling it filling me with such a strength and.. confidence and pleasure.

I felt it entering my tusik, rippling waves of fantastic, fire-like, pleasure through my whole body.

I could feel with my mouth its smoothness and hardness, its perfect shape and adorable size. The feeling of every its tiny skin fold under my tongue, the glance smoothness of the head and the mat smoothness of the shaft..

And I felt oh-so-appreciative to it. :)

Does it feel me now? :)
Does it get closer to me? :)
Please tell it my warmest hello. :)

p.s. I guess, my next thought will be about your tongue.. :))

Let me see you strip, you can get a tip

Boy I like you just the way you are ;)

Tenderness..

All this tenderness again towards you.. Feel like flying now.... With you, to you, from my heart to yours :)

Oh my tiger :)

"Risin' up, back on the street
Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast
You change your passion for glory
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive."

Survivor, Eye Of The Tiger

Accordingly to the radio -

"I want you. Come here."

were the first words said on the phone. :)

<shouting your name here>!!!

I want to run to you and to hug you bumping into you, to get suddenly into your arms....... feel your arms around me.. feel your body close-close to me.. feel your smell, so mine, so masculine, so yours.. feel your hardness - your body hardness, darling, not yet the hardness where you thought :) but then there, too.......... honey honey how much how very much I need you I love you I live you...................

Daily

So nice it is when I can see everywhere here ..like your footsteps - here, there, everywhere.. :) ..and not feel pain, feel only joy and tenderness. Honey, honey, you gave me so much, you're so so much for me.....

So reminds what you are with me..

(for the word "love" - put something that feels better for you :)

Lovely Is The Feelin' Now
Fever, Temperatures Risin' Now
Power (Ah Power) Is The Force The Vow That Makes It Happen It Asks No Questions Why (Ooh)
So Get Closer (Closer Now) To My Body Now Just Love Me 'Til You Don't Know How (Ooh)

Keep On With The Force Don't Stop
Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough
Keep On With The Force Don't Stop
Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough

Touch Me And I Feel On Fire
Ain't Nothin' Like A Love Desire (Ooh)
I'm Melting (I'm Melting)
Like Hot Candle Wax Sensation (Ah Sensation)
Lovely Where We're At (Ooh)
So Let Love Take Us Through The Hours I Won't Be Complanin' 'Cause This Is Love Power (Ooh)

Keep On With The Force Don't Stop
Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough

Heartbreak Enemy Despise
Eternal (Ah Eternal) Love Shines In My Eyes (Ooh) So Let Love Take Us Through The Hours I Won't Be Complanin' (No No)
'Cause Your Love Is Alright, Alright

Keep On With The Force Don't Stop
Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough

The feeling is...

..you're in my heart.

Good thinking :)

To lead a better life I need my love to be here...

Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with a wave of her hand (?אני מבקש.. כן)
Nobody can deny that there's something there

There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there

I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

To be there and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere

Just thought -

Looking at this blog, one can think that it all is one such pink pink feeling :) If only he knew what I feel in between those posts :)

Silly me, I know :)

I'm listening now to the Rampage of Appreciation, and while getting lighter, and "allowing", and all that - I feel such tender love towards you..... as if all false emotions go away, and only this tender love is left....

Raising human? :)

I think it was a movie name? I just felt now how much you.. changed me during this year. Remember me a year ago? :)

With your sometimes bad humor, sometimes hurting and humiliating, you somehow managed to give me this feeling of being cared for, of being.. desired, caressed, driving crazy, daring, making feel fantastic.. and made feel fantastic. :) I feel such.. tenderness towards you when I'm thinking of this.. thank you, darling. From a woman you made very happy.

Just the Truth :)

I love you.

Oh honey....

The moment when you were kissing me, singing the song - or singing the song, kissing me :) - was one of the happiest moments of my life.. About the rest I can't even talk. :) I can only shyly whisper to your ear, that I was very, very, very happy.. :)

Nice thing for you to think about..

I'm smooth, honey.

Want to Dance and Sing:

"Love you, love you, love you..."

An observation :)

Yesterday, when you were touching me, stroking my leg, or when I was just looking at you - remember I told you I didn't have words to express what I feel?

I've been thinking about it for several days now, trying to express this exact feeling, which is: sometimes we look at people, and nothing gets moved in us. As if they don't exist. Sometimes some strings are touched inside us. The more strings, the more moved we are.. I guess. But when it comes to you, and that, I think, is the secret of our relationship my feelings to you, so many strings are touched in me.. I feel I'm not alive otherwise.

Good feeling

Don Juan: Have you never met a woman who inspires you to love? Until your every sense is filled with her? You inhale her. You taste her. You see your unborn children in her eyes and know that your heart has at last found a home.

Wow

More than words..

Words go to words. Look what I just encountered:

In a Manner of speaking
I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing

In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way that i feel about you
Is beyond words