The kiss

...was there to say:
.עם כל ההתלבטויות שלך, אני אוהבת אותך
every little place on your body is precious to me
כל מחשבה שעוברת מדי פעם בראש שלך, ..מוערצת

no, really :)
just recall how I touch you..

אתה תחליט מה אתה רוצה להיות, יקירי

I so much love your...

..."כן. זה אני" :)

plain. simple. humble. proud. "blush4"ing a little. showing-off a lot.

oh honey, I love you so much....

תפסתי את עצמי על מחשבה...

.שבשבילי אתה הגבר הכי יפה עלי אדמות
that Ever existed. :)

I was surprised myself a little. :) I mean, there're a lot of guys out there to think so.. but I checked inside me, the feeling is very clear: you're the one. :)

Have a nice nice day dear. :) It's such a pleasure to have you in my life..

seems fantastics to me myself..

I just got this feeling, this night. It starts with the same words I told you many times, but now it feels like... strange that what was before I defined so, too.


I'm so.. open to you right now, darling.
So.. open for you.

I'm not afraid of anything... with you.
Not shy of anything... for you.

It's not the outer limitations that fell, they're probably still intact. It's all inner limitations, that separated... me from you.

It feels like... I can do anything in bed. Can want to do anything. No boundaries, separating from you. Not against your sperm. Not against some positions I was shyly against before always.

No boundaries between you and me.

I never felt this way... to anyone.

bloody bastard ;)

very cute bloody bastard
smart and sensitive.

Recalling

When you were holding me in your arms, putting your hand under my bra, on my back,...

..I felt so yours.

You're so beautiful, my dear...

..don't you ever doubt it.

You awake in me...

No condom. Just me around you.. what do you feel, honey?.... what do you want to do?..... what do you want me to do?..... so good to be with you...

You awake in me...

the most delicate, deep, subtle feelings. Even to think about you is happiness. And to see your eyes, to touch your hand... heaven on earth..... Like, very real, very palpable, dense sense of happiness, life itself in its full beauty...

God..

..how Sexy you are! Simply blinding...

Sexy one

So nice to look at you, you sexy man. Dear.. very dear :)

Wonderful..

to see your eyes. To want to touch you and not dare to.. just watch.. just be amazed at your kind eyes, masculine beauty.

It hurts..

My heart as if is torn apart, to pieces. Not to be able to touch you, see you, speak to you... tears tears, let me wash away the sadness, let me bring back the days of joy and closeness we had...

Very true

"In my heart you'll always be
Everything and more to me. "

Nice!!

red dresses is also good.

Charming :)

Official invitation

Dear You,

Hereby, I'm offering you Oral Sex.

Thinking about it, separating all other factors, I... in short, I want it. Or I want that something that others would call so.

You should understand though , that it won't be "תמצצי לי", nor will it be "blow job" - it's very humiliating when you call it like this. Besides... you do understand that's NOT what I'm doing.. right?

I don't want to do it in WC; in your car it will be ok. Tomorrow it's not possible, I'll let you know the date.

על החתום,
Me.

Dear-dear you, (blushing)

I'd like to offer you.. (blushing) oral sex (blushing even more).

Being able to separate it ... from all else... I felt that:

1) it's our closeness that I ..feel in it; that's the context for me, always;

2) in this context it's like... blessing,
to touch you,
wrap you,
feel you with my tongue,
give these pleasuring, easy, quick, sensual strokes with my tongue,.. and all else. You know the details ;);

3) we got to kind of a trap here: the more emotions is in it, the more closeness, intimacy,.. the more "forbidden" it's for you now. I think, it's a part in why you prefer to call it these ..hurting names.

But the less emotions, closeness, intimacy is seen in this, the more impossible (unwantable) it is for me. That's, I guess, what you called "we want each other in a different way."

Well.. maybe we could meet in the middle somehow. If you shut up keep silent, for example ;) and speak with your arms, instead?

You do your thinking, honey.
(Very-very very yours) me.

Strangely

but I feel this experience brought us closer.

A nice urge..

I just felt now a sudden urge, to make "v" from your upper lip. When your lips are open, to move my tongue tenderly, sensually, on the bottom side of your upper lip. Nice feeling.

Instead

I just love you.

"Where did you kiss me?"

One kiss on your lips,
one kiss on your shoulder,
one kiss on your nipple,
one kiss on your stomach,
one kiss on your ... buttock (rather tender biting),
one kiss on your knee,
one kiss on your toes,
that's it, honey.

That's it?? No way. :) Million kisses on your ...masculinity. Licking, and stroking, and wet wet taking you in. Caressing you as you've never known before. All for you, darling. :)

and not just kissing...

but with special... tenderness.

Kissing...

your middle leg. ;)

You're my song

I thought, it was too good (and too true) to leave out. Let it be here.

You know, sometimes you hear a song... that touches something deeply in your heart. There is some... beauty in the song, or something, that just touches something deeply inside you.

That's how I feel now, looking at your arm. You're my 'state of the art', dear. ;)


Dear dear dear... Your body is stunning, and not just because of its physical beauty: your soul is looking through your eyes, but it's also looking through your arms, I guess... you're as masculine, as hard and soft, cold and warm, smiling and serious. You're as touchingly-perfect as life itself in its most wonderful moments.

Did you know... (you sure did :))

I become wet from thinking about you...