Official invitation

Dear You,

Hereby, I'm offering you Oral Sex.

Thinking about it, separating all other factors, I... in short, I want it. Or I want that something that others would call so.

You should understand though , that it won't be "תמצצי לי", nor will it be "blow job" - it's very humiliating when you call it like this. Besides... you do understand that's NOT what I'm doing.. right?

I don't want to do it in WC; in your car it will be ok. Tomorrow it's not possible, I'll let you know the date.

על החתום,
Me.

Dear-dear you, (blushing)

I'd like to offer you.. (blushing) oral sex (blushing even more).

Being able to separate it ... from all else... I felt that:

1) it's our closeness that I ..feel in it; that's the context for me, always;

2) in this context it's like... blessing,
to touch you,
wrap you,
feel you with my tongue,
give these pleasuring, easy, quick, sensual strokes with my tongue,.. and all else. You know the details ;);

3) we got to kind of a trap here: the more emotions is in it, the more closeness, intimacy,.. the more "forbidden" it's for you now. I think, it's a part in why you prefer to call it these ..hurting names.

But the less emotions, closeness, intimacy is seen in this, the more impossible (unwantable) it is for me. That's, I guess, what you called "we want each other in a different way."

Well.. maybe we could meet in the middle somehow. If you shut up keep silent, for example ;) and speak with your arms, instead?

You do your thinking, honey.
(Very-very very yours) me.