Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
After the triumph :)
It's so good now to walk in the PU: suddenly everyone knows me, people look at me with love. They stop me and say "ריגשת אותנו".
I remember that at the time of singing, and immediately after it, I had this strong, mighty feeling: that all together we at this time were co-creating something very beautiful. Together.
I remember that at the time of singing, and immediately after it, I had this strong, mighty feeling: that all together we at this time were co-creating something very beautiful. Together.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
I took the gold! :)
Today there was a karaoke competition here at C. I was singing to the whole PU! It was beautiful. Even though I couldn't hold the trembling in my legs, and had to down to my knees. So I was singing sitting on my knees. :)
I sang a part of this first:
,to show the difference, and then this:
There is one more performance that I like:
The gold, or expressing myself through this song, or don't know what - now gave me the encouragement to go and try something more... :)
I sang a part of this first:
,to show the difference, and then this:
There is one more performance that I like:
The gold, or expressing myself through this song, or don't know what - now gave me the encouragement to go and try something more... :)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Us
At the time of sex
Of pleasing me orally
I was thinking about you
I thought 'what if, it were you'
Nora Jones was playing at the background
And suddenly, with this thought
'Love Me Tender' started...
This one:
I was lying there thinking..
You're mine and I'm yours dear
We are
Together.
Of pleasing me orally
I was thinking about you
I thought 'what if, it were you'
Nora Jones was playing at the background
And suddenly, with this thought
'Love Me Tender' started...
This one:
I was lying there thinking..
You're mine and I'm yours dear
We are
Together.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
And what is it to work with love?..
"You have been told that life is darkness, and in your tiredness you repeat what was said by tired people.
And I say that life is indeed darkness until urge awakens,
And all urge is blind until there is knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain until there is work,
And all work is empty without love;
And when you work with love you bind yourself to yourself, and to one another, and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to create a cloth with cotton drawn from your heart, as if your beloved were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, as if your beloved were to live in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy, as if your beloved were to eat the fruit.
It is to fill all things you do, with a breath of your soul."
-- Khalil Gibran, The Prophet
And I say that life is indeed darkness until urge awakens,
And all urge is blind until there is knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain until there is work,
And all work is empty without love;
And when you work with love you bind yourself to yourself, and to one another, and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to create a cloth with cotton drawn from your heart, as if your beloved were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, as if your beloved were to live in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy, as if your beloved were to eat the fruit.
It is to fill all things you do, with a breath of your soul."
-- Khalil Gibran, The Prophet
Sometimes I miss you so much
so so so much.. like now. I want to lean to you, to hide my head into your chest, and cry to you about all these days that I was without you, and to share with you all my fears and concerns, and my hopes, and my ambitions, .. and I know you would comfort me, and be proud of me, and tell me you believe in me, and that all is well..
You know, once when there was an ordeal in my life, and I was lying in my bed, scary, and worrying, and I thought about you, and how I would want your comforting then,.. and suddenly I felt like.. like you were hugging me from behind, and you told me "don't worry. I'm with you." It was so clear, so comforting.. I was just lying there, in your arms, savoring the feeling of safety, of coming home..
Dear-dear, how close you're to me.....
You know, once when there was an ordeal in my life, and I was lying in my bed, scary, and worrying, and I thought about you, and how I would want your comforting then,.. and suddenly I felt like.. like you were hugging me from behind, and you told me "don't worry. I'm with you." It was so clear, so comforting.. I was just lying there, in your arms, savoring the feeling of safety, of coming home..
Dear-dear, how close you're to me.....
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
An enlightenment
Hi dear,
You probably heard what was happening yesterday at C. I got fired from our team, too. They're trying to find me something else, by the end of the day it was not sure yet, as they said 99% sure that it will be.
For me, and all my fears of change, yesterday it was a very very tense day. Very fruitful, though. I realized many things that otherwise haven't. I realized I would never be the same, holding those fears of a little girl..
"By chance" :) a week ago I scheduled a day off today (not knowing what would be yesterday), because there is some meeting today at Bituah Leumi regarding A.
So it came very handy. I was lying on a sofa, having put the Tuning In, one of my favorite teaching movies, somewhat drifting in my thoughts, trying to find my way. I tried to ask myself: "What is it that I believe in, that causes me such a pain?" And it suddenly downed on me:
I felt that bad yesterday because of my believing that the physical circumstances would rule for me, that they would define how I feel and what I experience. And suddenly I realized, that it DOESN'T MATTER, what it will be with that position, with this situation. That no matter what the physical circumstances are, my experience will be the same, because that's what I set up with my beliefs, my vibration, my energy alignment with my Source.
And I became calm and relaxed. It became easy. => it was right for me. :)
You probably heard what was happening yesterday at C. I got fired from our team, too. They're trying to find me something else, by the end of the day it was not sure yet, as they said 99% sure that it will be.
For me, and all my fears of change, yesterday it was a very very tense day. Very fruitful, though. I realized many things that otherwise haven't. I realized I would never be the same, holding those fears of a little girl..
"By chance" :) a week ago I scheduled a day off today (not knowing what would be yesterday), because there is some meeting today at Bituah Leumi regarding A.
So it came very handy. I was lying on a sofa, having put the Tuning In, one of my favorite teaching movies, somewhat drifting in my thoughts, trying to find my way. I tried to ask myself: "What is it that I believe in, that causes me such a pain?" And it suddenly downed on me:
I felt that bad yesterday because of my believing that the physical circumstances would rule for me, that they would define how I feel and what I experience. And suddenly I realized, that it DOESN'T MATTER, what it will be with that position, with this situation. That no matter what the physical circumstances are, my experience will be the same, because that's what I set up with my beliefs, my vibration, my energy alignment with my Source.
And I became calm and relaxed. It became easy. => it was right for me. :)
Monday, February 8, 2010
Oj :)
see the big picture (by the link) - check the bottom right corner :)
it reminded me of our conversation once, remember? about tushie. ass, tusik & tushie. "the fleshy part of the human body that you sit on; such a non-romantic explanation :)..."
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Loved it
Somewhat dramatic, but comforting feeling...
How are you, my darling? I'm with you, I love you, I wish you happiness. :)
Friday, February 5, 2010
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"There isn't anything that I cannot be or do or have, and I have a huge Nonphysical staff that's ready to assist me, and I'm ready."
--- Abraham
Yes! yes! yes! I'm gonna do it!!! :)
--- Abraham
Yes! yes! yes! I'm gonna do it!!! :)
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Wonderful
"Observation is not passive. Perception is a fundamental creative act. How we choose to perceive creates our experience of what we perceive. Every perception is a choice to experience more and therefore be more." -- Story Waters
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
"People become close..
..not when they start sleeping together, but when they stop trying to impress each other."
My favorite quote
"Remember, for every single thing that you truly want to do, that truly is representative of you, there will always be a place and a time in which it can be done. You would not exist if that were not so.
There is never one side to creation, Always it is complete. And for every desire, for every true self wish, for every soul wish, there is always the opportunity to manifest that wish in the reality you are in right now. Always... see it; feel it; be it. It's easy and it's fun."
--Bashar, Blueprint for Change
There is never one side to creation, Always it is complete. And for every desire, for every true self wish, for every soul wish, there is always the opportunity to manifest that wish in the reality you are in right now. Always... see it; feel it; be it. It's easy and it's fun."
--Bashar, Blueprint for Change
What do I do?..
So want to ask you for your encouragement..
I've got a plan for a business training (for me to provide), and I want to ask a business trainer from Moscow to recommend me to Moscow people.
And I'm in doubts about asking him. Simply afraid. What do I do?..
I've got a plan for a business training (for me to provide), and I want to ask a business trainer from Moscow to recommend me to Moscow people.
And I'm in doubts about asking him. Simply afraid. What do I do?..
I was singing to us yesterday
Yesterday, we were at Avenue, at an annual meeting of my employer company. They wanted to make a real celebration from it, so they gathered a team of people who could sing a song there. I went for it, for the fun of it.
When we came there yesterday to do the show, I so remembered the place where we sat with you, that I felt, I was just singing to you and me, sitting there. Someone asked me if I was nervous, and I realized that no - I was singing for us, not seeing the other audience.
It was such a mystic feeling, of a meeting from different moments in time. :)
..I now want so strongly this: a girl licking my love button, while you entering my tusik. I even know who could this girl be. I met her yesterday, she played violin. (Of course, I took the phone number :) She is soo sexy. :)
When we came there yesterday to do the show, I so remembered the place where we sat with you, that I felt, I was just singing to you and me, sitting there. Someone asked me if I was nervous, and I realized that no - I was singing for us, not seeing the other audience.
It was such a mystic feeling, of a meeting from different moments in time. :)
..I now want so strongly this: a girl licking my love button, while you entering my tusik. I even know who could this girl be. I met her yesterday, she played violin. (Of course, I took the phone number :) She is soo sexy. :)
Monday, February 1, 2010
Bdsm
I'm reading these days some blogs (in Russian, sorry :) of girls that are in the Theme, and I'm having these mixed feelings.. On one hand, I don't want the pain, I, well, at least I think I don't like it.
But why their stories arose me so much? I'm reading into such wetness.. madness :)
But why their stories arose me so much? I'm reading into such wetness.. madness :)
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