so so so much.. like now. I want to lean to you, to hide my head into your chest, and cry to you about all these days that I was without you, and to share with you all my fears and concerns, and my hopes, and my ambitions, .. and I know you would comfort me, and be proud of me, and tell me you believe in me, and that all is well..
You know, once when there was an ordeal in my life, and I was lying in my bed, scary, and worrying, and I thought about you, and how I would want your comforting then,.. and suddenly I felt like.. like you were hugging me from behind, and you told me "don't worry. I'm with you." It was so clear, so comforting.. I was just lying there, in your arms, savoring the feeling of safety, of coming home..
Dear-dear, how close you're to me.....
