I got you under my.. tongue

I remembered today how once on a team meeting, you put your hand down and was stroking my legs.. and then it started: I started to feel you here, now, with all my naked body, but especially in the mouth.

I love it that you don't help you with hands to enter me.. This hardness enters me so all by itself, with its intentions. It's like, our places are speaking to each other at that time all by themselves. "WIll you let me in?" "Yess.." "Come on, open up, I'm here, I know you've been waiting for me" "Yes, my boss, yes.. oh yes, yes, yes!"

Aside it was.. :) I feel you with my mouth now, this hardness under the skin. You're hard as a stone. Even more, in the stone there's not that energy coming out.. I remember that time when you came to visit me and we took a walk, and we were there in the park when you let me feel how hard you are. It was like, you were going to explode any moment, and not the usual way, but just explode as a bomb. :)

Just feel you so hot on my tongue now.. Having you on my tongue and caressing you with all my mouth.. I laid down now and felt it not the way we usually did it, but that I was laying down and you were on me, entering my mouth as you would be entering the other place. But slowly, slowly, and I caressed you with lots of saliva. You're dying to do it hardly, strongly, with speed, all your energy and strength, but you still continuing the sweet torture and entering me slowly.. slowly..

Finally, you break up and go to the other place, and enter it with such a strength, that we both shudder. I'm holding you with all the muscles of my vagina, and it feels so good.. so in place.. you're born to be there.

..went to my bed, to see the rest of the story :)

music of the mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riOVaxInAx0

I love it how we changed now. For me it's .. being free (when being with you, not having to compromise. Just being me and loving it, and feeling your love and understanding, too) and also.. dignity. And for you - decisiveness.

What a beauty...

"Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born"

Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday
As I Began to Love Myself

As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs
that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.

As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT”.

As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY”.

As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens
at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.

As I began to love myself
I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing
huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.

As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health -
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.

As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.

As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day,
and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.

As I began to love myself
I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But As I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection
“WISDOM OF THE HEART”.

We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!

So sexy!!

my new shoes :)

Of that mood, too

For a nice evening

or maybe you'll like this one more:


for me it's hard to decide.. :)

My honey

My beautiful honey.
It's so good to feel so close to you :)

I just heard today in some AH lecture, "separation doesn't exist." And I realized, that indeed, it doesn't.

:)

Fascinating!

How we limit ourselves even in our imagination

and this:


so reminds me of you... :)
I so love your strength, the smoothness, the masculinity... mm even thinking of you is delicious :)

(k)

Oj

provocation :)

and ah.. skies and a girl

Tender

So many things..

So many things I want to share with you :)

Playlist with Wonderful World

and that Shimon Peres does "סיור מוחות" every month.. and his saying about decision to get offended.. I remember you said he gave your grandma some badge acknowledging her contribution. So when I was asked, if I love him, I said yes. :)

and so many other things. :)

I remembered today the moment we were sitting in the cafe after your coming back from India.. and how you started to tell me about it when I just thought "tell me how it was". Remember? :)

I'm learning so much now.. and I say, "this state is complete and perfect as it (שלם ומושלם ככזה), now".

News

I love you.

True

[Only Love Is Real: A Story of Soulmates Reunited]

Honey :)

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

today, of all days :) when yesterday I suddenly felt, I realized my independence :)
it's my words in this song.. :)

Oh darling..

..you're so close to me. Close-close. I remember you saying "I've been in every place of yours, how can you still be shy with me?" And I don't know, how I understood it then, now I feel like only now I'm starting to understand it.. You know me so well, you feel me. All of me. :) It's like, every particle of me is yours. An amazing feeling.

I love you so very much. :)

Feeling like

smiling to you.

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

- from the song below.

*scooch - 16 definitions - v. to move the buttocks over, around or up and down.

good word. :)

So free

So beautiful..

PASSION

Wah!

You have to fall in love. You have to, or you will never know what selflessness is. You have to get excited about something in your life, or you will never reach your destination. Passion is a combination of falling in love and being driven to repeat the experience.

Have you fallen in love? You have. Do you remember how it feels? You stop remembering what time it is, you don’t know what day it is or how much time has passed since you were together. You lose yourself. It’s buoyant and nourishing and beyond time and space, and altogether ridiculous. And you don’t care a bit how it looks, because you are so in love. You’ll go anywhere, right? Falling in love is part of the human experience. It is a great gift in each incarnation. We fall in love with certain things, on our way to falling in love with everything. We worship certain people, certain idols, certain beings, on our way to worshipping all that is. It has to start personally. It has to start as a one-to-one thing. It is special. It has enormous impact. It lets you know how special you are. What you have to offer, and what you bring to the relationship is vital and inclusive.

You know what love is. You had a grandparent or a teacher or a sibling or a lover who showed you love. You will never forget that feeling. They cared for you. Gave you special attention. You meant something. Can you remember someone who cared for you like that? Go back in your life and find one experience of love, of feeling whole, and try to recreate it in your mind and body. Remember how the sun felt, or how they looked at you, or how you felt when you received their love. This is a great tool that can be used with visualization – you can store these feelings of love in your muscle tissue, bones, and cellular structure to facilitate healing.

The way that person loved you is exactly the same way the whole Universe co-exists with you. The energy of Love that you receive is special and personal. Through your relationship with the Universe, you understand that your being is special. Each human life is taken very seriously in the spirit realm, did you know that? What you do with each life and each situation is enormously important. What you are doing right now is the result of many efforts before this. You have tried before to get to this point. And here you are – hoping to be able to let go and open to a higher energy. And you’re dragged down with this person or that situation, and wondering how can it all work out? How can you ever get to a place of self-acceptance and a feeling of oneness with this situation in your life…

And that’s the whole program. It’s feeling a sense of Love while doing the relationship, while being a hated leader, while practicing kindness. Changes of the heart do not come easily. Hindu scriptures describe it as a speck of dust on the mirror of the heart. That’s how small the issue seems. And yet, when you try and dust it off, what happens? Does it go away? No! It moves to another place on the mirror! (Oh, and you thought it was all resolved this time…)

The path leads to Love. Any path. Not a spiritual one, not an artistic one, not a serviceful one. Every life journey leads to Love. In the end, your conclusion has to be Love. Love. Love for yourself. Love for the people in and around your life, who are also working towards selflessness. Love. It’s the end all. If you have reached another conclusion, you’re not finished yet. Love will be your last thought after you’ve worked it all out. It’s not a concept. It’s a feeling that permeates everything you do. Love is rushing at you every moment.

What gets in the way? Why is our experience of Love so inconstant, when it’s so available all the time? We turn our own heart away from the experience of Love. There are a million reasons to turn away. We won’t allow ourselves full freedom of Self and self-expression. Or we have learned somewhere that everything has a price and we don’t feel we’ve paid enough for it yet. Or we feel we have to do everything ourselves to get it done right. Look in your own heart and ask. As you watch yourself go through your day, ask yourself How much Love is present right now? You can use the question as a barometer, to see how much you resist the inflow of Love. We all do it. It’s not something unusual, like your incarnation is different from anyone else’s. Life is hard. The human incarnation is a difficult experience. It is looked at as almost heroic in the spirit world. Wow! You took a human incarnation?! (Yeah, you know, you get some respect for taking it on.) Lots of lessons and deep-seated issues get brought into the open for you to work on, throughout the years of your life.

Passion is what drives us to continually seek a great experience. Call it God. Call it Love. It’s not WHAT your passion is, but the fact that you have passion. For something. In ayurvedic terms, passion is fire. The fire energy can be applied to anything. Passion fueling lust creates sexual desire. Passion fueling creativity creates an artist. Passion for a deity creates longing. It’s a remembrance. If you’ve tasted it once, you want to taste it again. An artist will remember being at one with a creative energy and having the painting flow into completion. He or she will want to experience that again. A meditator will remember the experience of deep absorption, and will strive to get there again.

You long for it, but you don’t know how to get there every time. Factors of nature converge in a multitude of ways, never repeating the same pattern twice. We have to use deeper senses like intuition and creativity to navigate the Universe and its workings while being fully present.

Your passion may not come from this lifetime. Some people recall a sense of wholeness from previous incarnation and seek it in present time. For me, my passion sources from a previous incarnation in Africa. As a tribal elder, I loved and cared for my people. We drummed, danced, worshipped, and shared in community. I felt very close to God. It was the last time I can remember that I actually got it. I understood how it felt to be personally close to the Universe, how it felt to be an important keystone in the energy of the group. My passion this lifetime was to find music again in a spiritual way. With all the travelling to Africa and India at a young age, it might have looked idiotic to an outsider. But from the inside, it was a continual search – a passion – to find musical settings which could enrich and uplift spiritually. Trance, drumming, chanting, gospel, Hare Krishna… I have saoked in as many of these sacred musical gatherings as I have been able. They take me to an experience of oneness. Of Love. They let me know that I belong, that I have an important part to play, not to anybody else, but to myself. I seek the experience of oneness so it can spill over into the rest of my day and enhance it.

It’s not for someone else. Don’t look and see if other people have light or love or passion in their lives. Forget it. You can’t see it from the outside anyway. And the way it looks from the outside is never how it feels from the inside. Your thirst for spirit, your longing is drawing you forward. Passion makes you one-pointed. It creates clarity because ‘you’ are present, looking for something. You’re showing up. You don’t know exactly what it is, what it looks like, or what the current product is called. But you know what it feels like. So you try out different experiences to see if it gives you an inkling of wholeness.

You’re passionate about something because it’s working for you. It’s connecting you to what you need. It’s based on your inner belief that what you want exists out there, somewhere. You experienced it once so you know it’s there. Whether you have Love or not, you know it exists. Whether you feel the Light or not, somehow you know it’s possible. You might have seen a beautiful sunset sometime. And even though you can’t see it now, you still remember it. You will look the next day to try and see that beauty again. In the same way, you know what it feels like to have Love. And so you long to experience it again. Passion is the driving force that compels you forward. It might propel you into a quandry, or maybe you’ll look look an idiot to your friends. Who cares? Passion is illogical. It’s not step by step; it’s all the way or not at all. Good or bad, it’s all welcomed in your search for The Experience. That’s why we travel hundreds of miles to see our loved one. Or to be with a saint. Or to go to a concert. We want to feel open, expansive, free. We want to feel that space of selflessness.

Passion. It’s a feeling thing. You can’t use your eyes to find it. You have to allow your desires to lead you. You have to go forth blindly, searching for landmarks without eyes or intellect. It’s using your heart and soul. Listening to your heart instead of what people say. Watching what is instead of keeping track of what people are doing. Searching for even the smallest taste of bliss. It’s a madman’s way. Hafiz, Rumi, Ramakrishna – their lives were directed by this inner thirst, a passion for the sacredness of every moment.

Everyone has a passion, something they love to do or create. Each passion ignites a spark for living, for being part of this Creation. So look for it - find it in what you do. Find it in who you are. Passion feeds your spirit. Let it go!

Wah! is a musician and spiritual seeker who travels the world singing and expanding sacred intention. You can reach her through www.wahmusic.com

Oh dear..

I so want you in my tusik right now.. so so want you, that no matter when you come, it won't be quick enough. :)

The Nearness Of You

Ooh, darling..

I feel like licking you all........

This song feels like me licking your chest... brushing against your legs with my hotness. Licking and pleasuring your ..main muscle :) feeling its hardness and smoothness. All vibrating with sexual desire... from the fire burning out... the sharp pleasure. and a warm hug :)

I want sex sex sex sex sex with you. From the evening till the morning.

With you taking and taking me, more and more, getting more and more, and longing for even more and more, with every movement, every getting - longing for getting more.

The passion between us, the pleasure in every touch, the wild tenderness. The understanding and mystery. We're hot. I'm hot and horny here for you, right now.

The love to you..

.., our love, honey, I spread to all the people in my life, to all people on Earth. We all benefit from it. Life becomes more beautiful, with you in it. :)

:)

To Love?

To Love or not to Love
Isn't that the real question?
Or perhaps it is not!
For it appears, there is only one answer
So perhaps it is not a question
But a desire held back by fear
Maybe it's best, just to Love...
And let the details carry
Themselves....


Illusions

It is the love we have
We share
We give
We receive
We feel
We express
That shows us who we truly are
The rest is nothing but an illusion


Lips

I realize now what the problem is, I said
My lips are too small!
Laughing, she asked, why?
When ever my lips touch you
It takes forever, to be everywhere
Still laughing, she asked, what do you mean?
Perhaps I have not expressed it right, I answered
You are so beautiful, that when ever
I see you; I just want to eat you
Like a Popsicle
But my lips are too small
And I know it will take forever
Take all the time you need, she answered
I wish, I had Giant Lips....


Klaus J. Joehle

Loved it :)

A Russian poet wrote this (in English):

A little poet
Busy. Kissing you,
My honey point,
A cycle of renew.

Beautiful, isn't it? :)