Monday, October 19, 2009
I want you
I want you somehow differently now: not just physically, sexually, but emotionally, intellectually, mindly, armly, legly, all-me-ly.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Your place in me
You're in my heart
You're in my mouth
You're in my thoughts
You're in my tusik
You're in my world
in my vagina
in my veins
in my life
in my smile
in my sorrow
in my day
in my nights
in my all.....
You're in my mouth
You're in my thoughts
You're in my tusik
You're in my world
in my vagina
in my veins
in my life
in my smile
in my sorrow
in my day
in my nights
in my all.....
Monday, October 12, 2009
When you're lying on your back..
I'm licking your knee. with one quick wet lick. feel it?
I'm licking your right testicle. tenderly..
I'm licking your maleness. with just one soft lick, kind of tender "hello".. it is soft?? it's hardening under my lips.. right before my eyes..
I'm stroking you with my hand.
what do you want to be done now?
I'm dying to get you inside me.. I'm so hot inside now.. it's all waiting for you...
I'm licking you, and licking you, and licking you,
with long catty tongue lickings, and now you're dying to be inside - or in my mouth, or in ..any other place. just not ear ;)
but i'm licking,
and then we explode both from this sweet hot torture:
I'm taking you inside, sitting on you,
wild hot cat, hot for you, hot to feel you,
and move on you, quickly, losing my sense of self-control, self-limitation,
self-keeping-myself-good-girl,
and wildly, happily, even torturingly, riding on you,
until you come. You burst inside me,
and your sperm is going down, down my pussy, down my legs,
I'm all messy,
I'm lying down on your chest,
happy,
satisfied.. wanting more..... :)
I'm licking your right testicle. tenderly..
I'm licking your maleness. with just one soft lick, kind of tender "hello".. it is soft?? it's hardening under my lips.. right before my eyes..
I'm stroking you with my hand.
what do you want to be done now?
I'm dying to get you inside me.. I'm so hot inside now.. it's all waiting for you...
I'm licking you, and licking you, and licking you,
with long catty tongue lickings, and now you're dying to be inside - or in my mouth, or in ..any other place. just not ear ;)
but i'm licking,
and then we explode both from this sweet hot torture:
I'm taking you inside, sitting on you,
wild hot cat, hot for you, hot to feel you,
and move on you, quickly, losing my sense of self-control, self-limitation,
self-keeping-myself-good-girl,
and wildly, happily, even torturingly, riding on you,
until you come. You burst inside me,
and your sperm is going down, down my pussy, down my legs,
I'm all messy,
I'm lying down on your chest,
happy,
satisfied.. wanting more..... :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
What do I do?
What do I do, when I want you like this, like now?....
If I now ask myself, what I appreciate in you the most, I'd probably reply "זין, dear, זין".
Rude? and non-romantic...
If I now ask myself, what I appreciate in you the most, I'd probably reply "זין, dear, זין".
Rude? and non-romantic...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Trust (loved it)
"Without Trust, intimacy is not possible, and pleasure cannot rise to the level of ecstasy. Trust here includes trust in yourself. Trust in the knowledge that you are lovable and deserve pleasure. Trust in your lover's essential goodness, and their good intentions with you. Trust in the healing, transforming power of sex. Trust in life itself, as your guide and teacher in each moment of experience. Trust lets us open in surrender, be vulnerable and receptive, rather than armored and defensive in the most intimate acts of love. Trust allows us to enter the cycles of giving and receiving, fully and wholeheartedly."
from a new book I got today, by Margo Anand,
Sexual Ecstasy: the art of orgasm
from a new book I got today, by Margo Anand,
Sexual Ecstasy: the art of orgasm
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
A dream
I had a dream about you today. I was somewhere traveling, and going to the airport to come back, I suddenly realized I forgot my bag at some place, with all the passports, tickets, etc.
I started panicking, but then said to myself, "ok, maybe it will work out somehow."
I came to the airport, said, "here, I had a ticket to this flight." But they refused to take me..
And then suddenly you appeared there, with all the things with you. :)
I don't remember many things from this dream, but I remember this feeling of safety, security, care that I got when you came. Abraham probably would say, this is what I associate you with. :)
You my savior :) (k)
I started panicking, but then said to myself, "ok, maybe it will work out somehow."
I came to the airport, said, "here, I had a ticket to this flight." But they refused to take me..
And then suddenly you appeared there, with all the things with you. :)
I don't remember many things from this dream, but I remember this feeling of safety, security, care that I got when you came. Abraham probably would say, this is what I associate you with. :)
You my savior :) (k)
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A month ago someone here at work, asked me how some stock would be behaving. I said 100 times I don't know to predict, but then suddenly had some picture in mind. :) I told him, and said I don't know if it means anything, etc.
At the time I was telling him what I saw, I didn't believe myself: what I saw, was quite extremal.
And what I hear today? (I already forgot about this prediction :)) He said, all this month the stock is going as I said it would!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May be I should learn investments... :)
At the time I was telling him what I saw, I didn't believe myself: what I saw, was quite extremal.
And what I hear today? (I already forgot about this prediction :)) He said, all this month the stock is going as I said it would!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May be I should learn investments... :)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
I got you under my.. tongue
I remembered today how once on a team meeting, you put your hand down and was stroking my legs.. and then it started: I started to feel you here, now, with all my naked body, but especially in the mouth.
I love it that you don't help you with hands to enter me.. This hardness enters me so all by itself, with its intentions. It's like, our places are speaking to each other at that time all by themselves. "WIll you let me in?" "Yess.." "Come on, open up, I'm here, I know you've been waiting for me" "Yes, my boss, yes.. oh yes, yes, yes!"
Aside it was.. :) I feel you with my mouth now, this hardness under the skin. You're hard as a stone. Even more, in the stone there's not that energy coming out.. I remember that time when you came to visit me and we took a walk, and we were there in the park when you let me feel how hard you are. It was like, you were going to explode any moment, and not the usual way, but just explode as a bomb. :)
Just feel you so hot on my tongue now.. Having you on my tongue and caressing you with all my mouth.. I laid down now and felt it not the way we usually did it, but that I was laying down and you were on me, entering my mouth as you would be entering the other place. But slowly, slowly, and I caressed you with lots of saliva. You're dying to do it hardly, strongly, with speed, all your energy and strength, but you still continuing the sweet torture and entering me slowly.. slowly..
Finally, you break up and go to the other place, and enter it with such a strength, that we both shudder. I'm holding you with all the muscles of my vagina, and it feels so good.. so in place.. you're born to be there.
..went to my bed, to see the rest of the story :)
music of the mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riOVaxInAx0
I love it how we changed now. For me it's .. being free (when being with you, not having to compromise. Just being me and loving it, and feeling your love and understanding, too) and also.. dignity. And for you - decisiveness.
I love it that you don't help you with hands to enter me.. This hardness enters me so all by itself, with its intentions. It's like, our places are speaking to each other at that time all by themselves. "WIll you let me in?" "Yess.." "Come on, open up, I'm here, I know you've been waiting for me" "Yes, my boss, yes.. oh yes, yes, yes!"
Aside it was.. :) I feel you with my mouth now, this hardness under the skin. You're hard as a stone. Even more, in the stone there's not that energy coming out.. I remember that time when you came to visit me and we took a walk, and we were there in the park when you let me feel how hard you are. It was like, you were going to explode any moment, and not the usual way, but just explode as a bomb. :)
Just feel you so hot on my tongue now.. Having you on my tongue and caressing you with all my mouth.. I laid down now and felt it not the way we usually did it, but that I was laying down and you were on me, entering my mouth as you would be entering the other place. But slowly, slowly, and I caressed you with lots of saliva. You're dying to do it hardly, strongly, with speed, all your energy and strength, but you still continuing the sweet torture and entering me slowly.. slowly..
Finally, you break up and go to the other place, and enter it with such a strength, that we both shudder. I'm holding you with all the muscles of my vagina, and it feels so good.. so in place.. you're born to be there.
..went to my bed, to see the rest of the story :)
music of the mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riOVaxInAx0
I love it how we changed now. For me it's .. being free (when being with you, not having to compromise. Just being me and loving it, and feeling your love and understanding, too) and also.. dignity. And for you - decisiveness.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
"Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born"
Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday
As I Began to Love Myself
As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs
that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT”.
As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens
at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.
As I began to love myself
I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing
huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health -
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.
As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.
As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day,
and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.
As I began to love myself
I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But As I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection
“WISDOM OF THE HEART”.
We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!
As I Began to Love Myself
As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs
that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT”.
As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY”.
As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens
at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.
As I began to love myself
I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing
huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.
As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health -
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.
As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.
As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day,
and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.
As I began to love myself
I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But As I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection
“WISDOM OF THE HEART”.
We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Fascinating!
How we limit ourselves even in our imagination
and this:

so reminds me of you... :)
I so love your strength, the smoothness, the masculinity... mm even thinking of you is delicious :)
(k)
and this:
so reminds me of you... :)
I so love your strength, the smoothness, the masculinity... mm even thinking of you is delicious :)
(k)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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