Monday, March 15, 2010

How beautiful!!!!!

"I never had what is called "maternal feelings". Little children always seemed to me as small human beings. Not "cute", or "lovely" or "charming" as so many time people, especially women, call them.

Avigail ,barely standing on her little feet ,looked at me shyly and ran away. A moment afterwords, her curiosity over flowed her and she turned again towards me, while i was looking at her warmly, having no intention to scare her.

She took a couple of brave steps, clung to her fathers feet and then faced me again.This time, she stared deeply into my eyes as if she felt a need to know me by a single stare..
Then she took my open plams in hers,keeping the balance of her tiny feet and leaned forward, touching my forehead with hers. Her stare was steady yet playful and whole.

The complete trust she gave me, a stranger, touched my heart. It seemed this trust was absolute..a risk she took so bravely. She had no doubt, she decided and just let go..and that was that...she needed no one to tell her about me,she need not hear me talk about me.. at that moment,it was that happiness of something so innocent and brave."

http://onevibe.livejournal.com/10261.html

Friday, March 12, 2010

:)


Such good words!!



I met my old lover
On the street last night
She seemed so glad to see me
I just smiled
And we talked about some old times
And we drank ourselves some beers
Still crazy afler all these years
Still crazy after all these years

I'm not the kind of man
Who tends to socialize
I seem to lean on
Old familiar ways
And I aint no fool for love songs
That whisper in my ears
Still crazy after all these years
Still crazy after all these years

Four in the morning
Crapped out
Yawning
Longing my life away
I'll never worry
Why should l?
Its all gonna fade

Now I sit by my window
And I watch the cars
I fear I'll do some damage
One fine day
But I would not be convicted
By a jury of my peers
Still crazy
Still crazy
Still crazy after all these years

New heights in my body science

Continuing to read and practice the book Sexual Ecstasy: The Art of Orgasm,

tried today - to take the energy from my cleo (like this word, it's from the book :), and to spread it to all the body. Eventually, there is such a sensation... as if all the body becomes alive! Such nice pulsation in all parts of the body, and in the end - the feeling, as if I finished with my whole body. As if I'm satisfied with all my body.

try this: when aroused, anywhere you are :), just continiously take the energy from your gorgeous maleness and spread it to all the corners, all the cells of your entire body! you'll see it, feel it - as if your maleness focus is a little huge energy generator. It's so amazing!

you know, she recommends it for example when in the physical circumstances you just cannot get the physical release, and I tried it this way, too - such a fine, tender, energizing, subtle sensation in all the body, - but also during the act, it works, too, and as if it involves in the act you whole, every little part of the body, .. amazing!



..I love you, my darling! I love you so so so much! And I'm so happy! Good to live this way! :)

Ahh..a moment

I just realized! that in order to get in life all I want,
I should DO in my life all that I want to do!

(not like, "I want to do it, but what if someone will look at it wrong! So in order to get all I truly want in life, I will hold it." No!)

So simple.
So complicated.

I like it! :)

OMG

is that really me?

Just got it from my photograph, I didn't see it then...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Ahh...

such nice legs...

:)

http://bash.org

Wardave: My girlfriend tells me I'm lazy and have no ambition.
CancersDan: Dump her ass
Wardave: I should but that's just way too much work


<Dragon> argh, is there anything in life but school? Oh sure! There's the complaning about school, the brief periods of unconciousness at night, and sweet sweet death..


<Loco-san> I'm gonna make a game called With Myself, so kids will say "I'm gonna go play With Myself" and freak their parents/friends out


<WitChie> gary i forgot to ask you how was amsterdam?
<daimonic> Ah twas brilliant :)
<daimonic> Well we were wasted for a lot of the time ;)
<daimonic> I nearly got run over by a tram a couple times
<daimonic> They just come flying out of nowhere!
<daimonic> Then it dawned on us after walking about 10 miles on friday ... why dont we USE the trams??


<user> when I can figure out how to compile sex, we're going to be rich
<someone> so true
<someone> geeks everywhere will be so happy
<user> "download the latest binary of sex for Linux, or build it from source"
<someone> ummm
<someone> build from source with my options
<user> I'd have the longest configure line you've ever seen
<someone> --swallow=yes
<user> ./configure --with-toys --
<user> damnit..I wasn't done
<user> --enable-plugins
<someone> oh yah
<someone> --outside=yes
<user> --set-max-users=10
<someone> --set-max-female-users=10


<TotAffen> On a scale from 1 to 10, I'm so drunk.

Joyfully satisfied

That's what I am. That's what I want to be - in my life, in my relationships, in my being. Joyfully satisfied. :)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Susan Boyle of Ukraine :)

Song-to-go :)

To die and raise to life again,

in one phone conversation. :)

I just got a call from my boss in my official employer company. She said, "we should schedule a meeting with you, because C. wants to end your services there."

I said: "What???!!!" and thought, "but my new boss teaches me new things here.. maybe he knows something? how did they decide it?.." etc.

I came to my new boss and asked him, what's going on, he said, he doesn't know anything, "let's go to the big bosses."

And on our way there she (the initial messenger) says: "Oj, sorry, sorry, sorry!!! They just say they want to accept you into their company, straightly!! I'm sorry!!"

Really, to raise to life again :)

Good idea :)

http://www.stealmyideasplease.com/

Monday, March 8, 2010

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I love you.

Thought

I'm a different woman now, and
yet, the same little girl that was
there with you.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Wednesday, March 3, 2010