Monday, June 30, 2008

Oh my dear, I'm so happy to love you!...

"A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I can't believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this."

So so so true!!! Oh my love...........

Thursday, June 26, 2008

מחכה

יום אחד זה יקרה
בלי שנרגיש משהו ישתנה
משהו יירגע בנו משהו יגע בנו
ולא יהיה ממה לחשוש

וזה יבוא כמו קו חרוט על כף יד
זה יבוא בטוח בעצמו
כאילו היה שם תמיד וחיכה שנבחין בו
וזה יבוא אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
להיות שלם עם עצמו.

יום אחד זה יקרה
בלי שנרגיש משהו ישתנה
משהו יגע בנו משהו יירגע בנו
ולא יהיה ממה לחשוש

וזה יבוא כמו קו חרוט על כף יד
זה יבוא בטוח בעצמו
כאילו היה שם תמיד וחיכה שנבחין בו
וזה יבוא אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
אתה תראה
הידיים הקפוצות יתארכו
והלב השומר לא להיפגע יפעם בקצב רגיל
זה יבוא כמו שהטבע רגיל
להיות שלם עם עצמו.

וזה יבוא אתה הרי יודע
לא הכל יטלטל אותנו
לא הכל יכה
ומה שייפתח לנו
מחכה

ריטה

at youtube

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Beautiful song

Yes, yeah we're moving on,
Looking for direction,
Mmmm, we've covered much ground.
Thinking back to innocence,
I can no longer connect,
I don't have a heart left to throw around.

Ooh, and time moves on like a train,
That disappears into the night sky.
Yeah, I still get a sad feeling inside,
To see the red tail lights wave goodbye.

But we'll grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Well, money slips into your hands,
And then slips out like it was sand,
And there are shoes that you can never seem to fill.
I've chased so much and lost my way
Maybe a face for everyday,
That has so casually slipped me by.

Ooh, and time moves on like a train,
That disappears into the night sky.
Yeah, I still get this sad feeling inside,
To see the red tail lights wave goodbye.

But we'll grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Morning comes,
Sometimes with a smile,
Sometimes with a frown.
Yeah, so i never want to worry,
If you gonna stay around.

So let's grow together,
We'll grow old together,
And this love will never,
This old love will never die.

Yes, yes we're movin' on,
Movin' right along...

Thursday, June 5, 2008

I was just dancing with you

..and it was BEAUTIFUL!!! :)

I love you so so so much my darling! :)

With you - in fields of love..

You got inside my head today, I felt you
Said my imagination's tryin' to hold you
Responsible for all my ways I told you
Take me into happy days, I know, know, know

That you, and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these, imaginary fields of love, you get to me.

Pete Murray (as in the previous post), Feeler

Good words

God my fingers burn
Now when I think of touching your hair

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I love you

Want to tell you so many things,

but don't dare. IS that stupid? ...

Confused

I want to say something, but I can't. Like, you forbid me to call you all those names "dear" etc., so how can I speak to you otherwise? I don't know....

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Did you know what to send me? :)

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(inhale) Patience...
Ooh, oh, yeah

Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it

...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more pati... (ence, yeah)
I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change but maybe the name
I ain't got time for the game
'Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (Take some patience)
Whoa, I need you (Just a little patience is all we need)
Ooh, this ti- me....

Monday, May 19, 2008

:)

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you

Good night

my dear honey :)

Good night my dearest dearest man. Stroking your cheek ("part of the face located on either side of the nose", thanks Babylon :)), seeing your eyes - tired, but close, endearing, caressing.. To kiss you sweetly, and to sleep next to you, .. to wake you up in the middle of the night. :)

Whichever way I go..

..I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

Peter Gabriel

My heart decides :)

I understand that you’ve met someone
With a perfect heart
But you’ve been questioned by everyone;
Are you’re in the dark?
Can you choose to fall,
Should you risk it all?

How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love
When I’m on your side
And I understand you’re the only one to know
Whether wrong or right
Let your heart decide (you’re the only one)

Some may tell you don’t take the risk
It’s a waste of time
But if you think you’ll find happiness you are there
Baby take the dive

It’s unusual
But it’s critical

How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love
When I’m on your side
And I understand you’re the only one to know
Whether wrong or right
Let your heart decide

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-anUiN11ux0

Dear dear honey..

Such a pleasure to love you. You're a beautiful man. A wonderful man. I love you, love you, love you. I enjoy you.

I feel, as always, such tenderness towards you. We said that you were poetic when in the morning, when there were building sounds from the outside, you said all you know in my language. Well, almost all: I remember you also call me names I like. :) Besides the elephant. :)

Now I went to eat, and some builder suddenly said: "And where is your orange scarf?" :) I guess, I am going there every day not paying attention to them, and they see me. :)

All me is taken by you, my darling.. All of my body, all of my thoughts, all of me. You're a frame I'm acting in. You're my love, my husband, my man. One and only. :)

Friday, May 16, 2008

You and I



I lose control when I'm close to you babe
I lose control don't look at me like this
there's something in your eyes, is this love at first sight
like a flower that grows, life just wants you to know
all the secrets of life

It's all written down in your lifelines
it's written down inside your heart

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

You sexy :)



Night is falling
I think of you
I'm walking home
I think of you
And as he calls me, yes I do
I think of you
How you doing?
I think of you
And I smile, I can't hide
I think of you

Beautiful..

"What is it that brings us together
A bond
A need
A desire
Dreams
Hopes
What is it?
What might it be?
Perhaps it is
That we don't know
What brings us together?
In the end
We are apart
Then we ask
Where did the love go?
Perhaps we should have asked
Where did the love come from...?"
-- Klaus Joehle

To You :)

There were bells on a hill
But I never heard them ringing
No I never heard them at all
Till there was you

There were birds in the sky
But I never saw them winging
No I never saw them at all
Till there was you

Then there was music and wonderful roses
They tell me in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

There was love all around
But I never heard it singing
No I never heard it at all
Till there was you

Till there was you

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Still..

Still.. living in your arms.
Looking into your eyes.
Enjoying your masculine beauty.
Being yours like coming home..

Thursday, March 27, 2008

To your "oj"

I once wrote it to you - and it's still very very relevant. Maybe even more so. You still are free from me.. and I still love you :)

"... I was wrong.

apparently, not only in my feelings for you and Pazit, but also regarding my own feelings.

I didn't want to tell you this at all, like "it's my own problems", but now it felt kind of unfair (towards you) (hiding, I mean)

on one hand, I was hurting. really, badly hurting.
on the other hand, I was trying to understand, "where is the bug in this algorithm", because if it hurts so much, it means I'm doing something that wouldn't be of joy to anyone.
finally I realized it hurts so much because I was like trying to cut on myself. You're flowing in my veins, <...>. I can't just like that take my blood and replace it. I

never expected it to be so strong and so affecting me, but it came, somehow. and now to close on it is to close my own soul. I can't do it, I'll live with that.

But

you can be free from it

I started a blog yesterday, where I'm writing what I would like to tell you if we were in a relationship I would like it to be. this way I will be able to "vent". and you won't feel bombarded by anything.

your name is not mentioned there, neither is mine

it's just "you", "me" and my writings.

so on your side you can take it the way it's easier for you.

and I'll try to live it the way it's easier for me.

"if there're stars out there, it means somebody's needed them"

the same about my feeling. if it came, I won't fight it anymore."

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

What a song..

in the beginning - read every other line...

The All-American Rejects
"Dance inside"

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

My (S) is missing your (K)s! ;)

My belly, too. :)

not to speak about that part of me that keeps asking, "where is <..>"...

It feels like your call to me today :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eI6aDJ5ZTjY

embedding not possible :(

A nice channel for conversation :)

Thank you for the music, dear.

<Kiss> to that part of you that is my favorite... I wonder what you think it is.. :)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

It certainly does.. :)

"You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away"

(Aerosmith)

(please, honey, send to me some of your new music..)